• In my darkest days,
    You are my nightmare..
    My everlasting nightmare..
    All there is, is...
    Your face so very close to mine...
    Your horrid breath on my neck slowly creeping lower...
    Your hands grip me so tightly...
    All i feel is pain...
    All i hear is your moans and groans...
    Your taste i will never be able to forget....
    Your voice i will never forget...
    your face will haunt me..
    Your touch will never leave..
    You horrid smell will never leave my nostrils..
    You penetrate me deeply..
    And all i can feel is pain...
    So much pain..
    I scream out...
    You hit me...
    Does she know..?
    Does the one i call "mom" know..?
    Does the one you call "wife" know what goes on behind closed doors...?
    Why me..?
    Why not her..?
    I dont understand..
    Yet again,
    Do i want to know...?
    I cant take this any more...
    I dont want you inside...
    You took away everything..
    You took my light..
    You took my smile..
    You took away my innocence...
    I dont wanna go on like this..
    Hiding..
    Pretending..
    But..
    I know as long as youre here...
    "mom" will never know what goes on behind the closed doors..
    Ill suffer forever...
    But all i want..
    Is..
    You out of me...