• to love one,
    to love two,
    three or more,
    but for the books my lad,
    the pain,
    the knowledge,
    are you deserving?
    do you think she will care?
    if she would say yes would you pay the price?
    is it worth the pain?
    he would hurt,
    she would hurt,
    you would hurt for both,
    to be torn,
    to be happy,
    is it worth it?
    what would you do?
    would you fail again,
    worthless,
    to control the five is hard enough,
    the sixth an extra burden,
    his control grows weak,
    integrating all into everyday life?
    is it worth the sadness?
    the barriers that kept all in check,
    they weaken,
    they keep the sixth out,
    do you trust them?
    would you let the barrier to your emotions go,
    let them out?
    be your life?
    accept you lot in life?
    a pathetic loser,
    a hopeless loser?
    no she will not know,
    the five are loose, the sixth in check,
    for now,
    no she will not know,
    she will not know,
    the confusion,
    pain,
    hate,
    malice,
    nothing but destruction will come of it...
    your friendship may dissolve as well,
    the last thing she asked,
    can we still be friends?
    not sure if i can,
    im really not,
    i cant keep going like this...
    i cant keep going like this...