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Detached,
I am detached,
You left me hanging, all alone.
Detached,
I am detached,
I thought you were sorry, so I accepted you back.
Detached,
I am detached,
I found everything you told me was lies.
Detached,
I am detached,
Were we really BFFs, lies.
Detached,
I am detached,
I stood by you through thick and thin since 1st grade till now,
Detached,
I am detached,
I loved you like a sister but now,
Detached,
I am detached,
You know I can read your facebook wall, right?
Detached,
I am detached,
I can't believe you told me such lies,
that I was you BFF,
lies.
You call every new girl and guy you meet at school your BFF,
lies.
Detached,
I am detached,
I saw a quiz you and your druggie friends took.
On the best friends list I was nowhere to be found.
Detached,
I am detached,
I thought you had forgotten me but, oh no, you didn't.
Trustworthy, is that all I am?
Detached,
I am detached,
I have stood by you for years,
I ignored even your very worst flaws.
Detached,
I am detached,
Even with everything that happened while you went to a different middle school than me,
Detached,
I am detached,
Yet when your "freinds" who try to break us up, bully me,
I am dumped.
Detached,
I am detached,
I bet you didn't know,
I spent day after day eating lunch alone in your godmother's room till I was taken in by a true friend.
Detached,
I am detached,
I can't take all the lies!
It's because of you I am always late to school!
Because of you I could fail a class or two!
Because I don't want to see your face,
Detached,
I am detached,
You pass me in the halls and ignore me,
that is till I say hi,
then you hug me and act all cheery,
before you say goodbye.
Detached,
I am detached,
I bet you won’t even remember my birthday,
even though we were born 2 days apart.
Detached,
I am detached,
You treat me like dirt.
You avoid me.
What kind of friend is that.
Detached,
I am detached,
When I had a guy stalking me in the halls, you made me stand near him.
You don't care.
You want to be with your "friends" the druggies,
who bully us both.
Detached,
I am detached,
My new, true, friend stands up for me,
even though I didn't tell her nearly as much as I told you.
She threatens him when he talks of me or walks near me.
Something a pushover like you could never do.
Detached,
I am detached,
When I saw you and your super dumb, super obsessive boyfriend by the buses,
I heard the kids behind me laughing and making jokes,
about how he had his hands around your neck,
and was trying to stick his tongue into to your mouth,
Detached,
I am detached,
I tried to protect you, save you, from the mess you have gotten yourself in,
your friends are potheads,
they have most all been suspended or will be eventually,
and your boyfriend is controlling, obsessive, and a freak,
didnt you see his wall he made,
the wall about how you’re going to do it with him,
he's a freak.
Detached,
I am detached,
You always tell me only what I want to hear.
Detached,
I am detached,
When you chose them for me and left me to sit alone like every other school year,
Detached,
I am detached,
How can you really not understand my feelings!!!
How can you think only people with Asperger's would get mad!!!
Detached,
I am detached,
Well I have news for you!
Turns out I might not qualify for Asperger's if I tested again,
It was most all from stress.
Detached,
I am detached,
I can't take this life, this lie, this game!
Detached,
I am detached,
You don't know how many nightmares I have,
where YOU are the subject,
where YOU are the main culprit!
Detached,
I am detached,
I trust my subconscious,
more than you.
And I have nightmares a lot,
just to name a few:
us going on a picnic, you coming to Christmas diner, us at school hanging out, us hanging out at my house, etc, etc, etc.
Detached,
I am detached,
I don't want to worry for you, to miss you, to be sad, to cry anymore.
You said you cried ever night we weren't friends,
I believed you,
I guess that's what I get.
Detached,
I am detached,
Everything is Bret, Bret, Bret, Bret, Bret,
and Olivia, Olivia, Olivia.
When Olivia lived here you could care less about her,
she annoyed you,
and then she moved.
Now she is your number one BFF, your now going to go to college with her instead of me, be a photographer like her not a marine biologist like me.
Your facebook is covered with pictures with her and none of me.
I went from first, to second, now zero best.
Detached,
I am detached,
I give up on you, I can't take this, I am done!
Detached,
I am detached,
I will detached,
from you,
for good,
so long.
- by PrincessRose1318 |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 02/12/2012 |
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- Title: Detached
- Artist: PrincessRose1318
- Description: A poem I wrote about my best friend since first grade. She dumped me over text for a group of kids who bullied me and her since they are her "friends." I tried to patch things up several times but found out everything she had told me about regretting it was a lie and that I was the only one trying. I have realized this is not the sort of friend I want to have in my life. I have decided to just move on and detach myself from the situation and her so that I can have a better life.
- Date: 02/12/2012
- Tags: detached bestfriendsforever
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