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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:29 am
I AM OR HAVE BEEN: [ ] anorexic [ ] ednos [ ] bulimic [ ] living off diet pills [x] hungry [x] thirsty [ ] drinking something [ ] Under 100lbs [ ] fasting/starving myself
PEOPLE: [x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic [ ] have called me fat [x] have said I’m skinny [ ] have said I’m ugly [x] have said I’m pretty [x] spread rumors about me [ ] forced me to eat [ ] say I eat too much [x] wish I’d eat more [ ] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic/ednos
I WISH: [ ] I was THIN [ ] I had a better body [ ] I didn’t have to eat [ ] I could control myself [ ] I was under 100lbs [ ] I could avoid food [ ] I could hide what I am [ ] I wasn’t fat [ ] I was pretty [ ] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
I LOVE: [ ] feeling hungry [ ] seeing a difference when fasting [ ] shaking [ ] feeling airy [ ] losing weight [ ] being anorexic/bulimic [x] green tea [ ] diet pills [x] being able to turn down food [x] feeling good about myself
APPEARANCE: [ ] I am shorter than 5’4 [ ] I think I’m ugly [ ] I have many scars [ ] I wish my hair was a different color [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color [ ] I have a tattoo [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance [ ] I have/had braces [ ] I wear glasses [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free [x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger [ ] I have more than 2 piercings [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears [x] I have freckles
FAMILY: [ ] I’ve sworn at my parents [ ] I’ve run away from home [ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house [x] My biological parents are together [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old [x] I want to have kids someday [ ] I’ve had children [ ] I’ve lost a child [ ] I can’t have children
RELATIONSHIPS: [ ] I’m in a relationship [ ] I’m engaged [x] I’m single [ ] I’m married [ ] I’ve gone on a blind date [x] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper [x] I miss someone right now [ ] I have a fear of abandonment [ ] I’ve cheated in a relationship. [ ] I’ve gotten divorced [x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back [ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t [ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did [x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship [ ] I’ve been ‘the other woman’
SEXUALITY: [x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex [ ] I’ve had a crush on a teacher [x] I am a cuddler [ ] I’ve kissed in the rain [x] I’ve hugged a stranger [ ] I have kissed a stranger
BAD TIMES: [x] I’ve consumed alcohol [ ] I regularly drink [x] I can’t swallow pills [ ] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water [ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression [x] I shut others out when I’m upset [ ] I take anti-depressants [ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS [ ] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it [ ] I’ve hurt myself on purpose [ ] I’m addicted to self harm [x] I’ve woken up crying [ ] I’ve lost weight [ ] I’ve gained weight [ ] My weight holds me back [ ] Weight consumes me [ ] I’m at my thinnest [ ] I’m at my biggest [ ] I’ve lost weight and kept it off [ ] I’ve lost weight but gained it back [ ] My weight affects my mood [ ] I weigh myself daily [ ] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me [ ] I thrive on compliments [ ] I feel bigger than people who are my size [ ] I feel happy when I’m hungry [ ] I get depressed after I eat [x] I’ve skipped a meal [x] I’ve thrown food away [x] I’ve spit food out [ ] I’ve fasted [ ] I’ve taken diet pills [ ] I’ve used laxatives [ ] I’ve purged [x] I exercise [ ] I exercise so I can eat [ ] I work out secretly [ ] I work out daily [ ] I’ve fainted from exhaustion
HABITS: [ ] I keep my eating habits a secret [ ] I look at thinspo [ ] I collect thinspo [ ] I count calories [ ] I’ve had negative intake days [ ] I avoid food [ ] I hate food [ ] I love food [x] I want to be this way [ ] I don’t want to be like this [ ] I wish I could have more control [ ] Being thin is my top priority [ ] I am in treatment [x] I’m doing this for me [ ] I’m doing this for someone [x] I’m doing this to prove myself
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:31 am
TekTek isn't coming up for me right now, so there won't be any fancy color gradient effect to my text at this time. However, I will go back and forth between the two colors I use.
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:32 am
It's funny... I only started listening to James Marsters' music yesterday and I've already got part of one of his songs stuck in my head - "This Town." Not that I'm complaining. It's a really good song. 3nodding
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:34 am
If the last person you kissed invited you to a family dinner, would you go? The last person I've kissed on the lips was my first (now ex-)boyfriend. Considering how long it's been since we've been apart and haven't spoken for a long time, it would be a bit weird for them to suddenly invite me to a family dinner.
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:35 am
Has anyone ever told someone one of your secrets they promised they wouldn’t? No.
Do you remember what you were wearing the last time you cried? My pajamas.
Do you have any friends you have never argued with? Yes.
Do you think you could survive living by yourself for a month? Possibly.
Can you cook anything other than toast? Of course I can!
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:36 am
Have you ever lended the last person you called money? No.
How many times have you cried over the last person you cried over? Um... only a couple times, maybe.
Have you ever been in an on/off relationship? No.
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:39 am
Have you ever developed a crush on someone the first day you met them? No.
Have you ever been with someone who was really clingy? Yes... that was my first (now ex-)boyfriend.
Did you get the last person you texted a present for their last birthday? Um... no.
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:41 am
Would you be able to live without the last person you fought with? No. She's my Mom.
Does your best friend get along with your parents? Yes, all of them do.
Would you be able to tell me your mum’s favourite food? Spinach. Brussel sprouts. *shrugs*
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:42 am
Has anyone seen you naked in the last 48 hours? No.
Is there anything in your room your parents would be pissed about? No.
Do you have any friends who won’t shut up about their significant other? Hmm... no.
There was a moment awhile back that there was such a scenario but it was doing an argument we were having about a guy I fell in love with and they didn't think I knew what true love was... and yadda yadda. cat_stressed
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:45 am
Where did you buy your favourite pair of jeans? I don't have a favorite pair of jeans at this time.
Has anyone ever told you they loved you and not meant it? No.
Are you welcome at the last person you kissed’s house? Kissed on the lips? I'm sure his parents wouldn't mind me visiting... but the said person probably wouldn't be too pleased about it. Not to mention I don't know where his parents are living now. They aren't living in the house they had been when I was dating him, so... *shrugs* Not that I have any interest in visiting. Sure I still like talking with his parents when I randomly cross paths with them, but there's just a weird awkwardness that I feel when I do. Especially when it's been so long since I've dated their son.
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:47 am
Did you have any unread texts when you woke up today? No.
Who did you see most today? It'll be my Dad.
Have you ever dated someone who smoked? Yes. It was a slight setback, but at least he was considerate enough to smoke away from me when he had to... and I don't even think he knew that I didn't like the smell of cigarette smoke at that time. *shrugs*
Does the last person who’s house you were at like anyone? I don't know if she's got any crushes at this time.
What time did you wake up last Saturday? Mom woke me up at 8 or 9 am, but I decided to sleep in because I didn't get much sleep due to dealing with period cramps during the night/early morning. Then I woke up again around 11 am or so...
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 11:55 am
You’re at least a little bit cold right now. You would decline if the last person you kissed proposed to you. If it was the last person I kissed on the lips, then yeah... it would be really weird for him to even consider proposing to me after all the years since we broke up. You know... I really wish I had someone else to look back at for this "last person kissed" questions. *sighs* You’ve shaved your legs in the last 24 hours. The last person you called knows your parents. “I love you” was said in your last relationship. Your best friend is in love. There is food in your room right now. Your friends like your current crush. You always forget to put your seatbelt on. You text the person you like. Your birthday is past the 10th of this month. June 21... it's past Jan. 10, lol You’ve had a significant other forget your birthday. You celebrated the one month in your last relationship. My last relationship didn't even last for a month... it was only a week long. cat_sad Your best friend has had their heart broken recently. You usually eat supper with your family. You accept every friend request whether you know them or not. You need very particular conditions to sleep. You’d be comfortable going to the last person you kissed without makeup. It takes you forever to pick out outfits for dates. You’ve cried in front of the person you have feelings for. I don't have any crushes at this time, but I have cried in front of most of the people I've had feelings for in the past. There is someone who makes you smile just thinking about them. You’d rather live without TV than makeup. Your hair is in need of a wash right now. You believe that you’ve met your soulmate already. The last person you hugged is single.
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 12:02 pm
yum_strawberry Off to eat lunch. yum_coldone
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 12:13 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 12:14 pm
Have you ever purposely made someone jealous? No.
Would you rather kiss the last person you called or the last person who came to your house? Um... neither.
Do you have a lot of clothes you never wear? Probably.
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