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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 2:13 pm
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Calypsophia dvn yea, I'm kinda like that. I cant (repeat: CAN'T) trust anyone, but I've always been the dumper, not the dumpy. I still don't trust anyone with my emotions though. I've been trying to find a way to get over it but I can't. If you can help, lemme know, 'kay? in order to help you -assuming I even could- I'd need to know more about why you came to be this way. *shrugs* I dont know... i've just always been like that, the only reason i can think of is cuz everytime i told some one something negitive about me, everyone would find out... that actualy happens alot... but i've been trying to find friends to talk to, but they dont seem to help, and when i tell them that, they say the cant help! they try there best, its nothing wrong with them. i've always been the older sister. im the oldest. so i was the one who chased away monsters in the closet that i was scared of, i was the one who couldnt be hurt by words... yadda yadda. now i've got 2 parts of me, my happy face, and me, wich is too messed up to put into words... idk......
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Posted: Mon Dec 31, 2007 4:36 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 02, 2008 5:52 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 03, 2008 1:33 am
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 9:53 pm
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dvn well i'm sad alot, but i need things to keep my head out of that faze. if i dont think about myself i dont feel that bad its just.... like sitting here trying to do this my head keeps wandering to the bad stuff. that happens alot. for no good reason. so i'll put on my "happy face" and just get on with life. (i never relized anyone would care that much to ask these questions about me)
Uh huh getting on with life is the only way to go.... Umm Another question... Is it your image you are not happy with? Like the way you look or something... Or is it your life which is sad?
It just that you said Quote: if i dont think about myself i dont feel that bad
And I like asking questions... ^^
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 9:59 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 16, 2008 1:23 pm
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kyoshiro2 dvn well i'm sad alot, but i need things to keep my head out of that faze. if i dont think about myself i dont feel that bad its just.... like sitting here trying to do this my head keeps wandering to the bad stuff. that happens alot. for no good reason. so i'll put on my "happy face" and just get on with life. (i never relized anyone would care that much to ask these questions about me) Uh huh getting on with life is the only way to go.... Umm Another question... Is it your image you are not happy with? Like the way you look or something... Or is it your life which is sad? It just that you said Quote: if i dont think about myself i dont feel that bad And I like asking questions... ^^
well, i know i'm not the most beautiful person in the world, but i do know that i'm not the ugliest. and my life... well, i can't help but think about the bad stuff w/ that, like just today, i lost my best friend since the 2nd grade!, and now i have to get an MRI, cuz they cant tell whats wrong with my knee. and like, when something sad comes up in one of my classes, they ask us to relate to how the person was feeling. so... that one explains itself. but i know there are happier times, its just , i never seem to be able to think of any. even writing this, i cant think of any thing, other than the person who sorta "replaced" my bff to day.
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