That's awful. I know how you feel.
When we went away, my doberman boy, Bregan, died in the kennel. Then, maybe a week later, Bebe, our doberman girl, had to be put down, because she was suffering. I had to stay with her, and every time she whined... It was horrible, that night seemed to last forever. Now, I have a doberman girl named Madison, and she was the sweetest dog in the world! I can tell Mat misses the othe two alot, too, it's really sad. She bonded with me. But the people there, while benig great for animals, were really crappy to me, so I had to leave. I had to leave my Maddy, and I'm really sad, I miss her alot! I know that she's fine where she is, but I can't ever visit her, I miss her alot!
All this was only shortly after my Oma died, too.
crying crying crying crying crying