Emotional/ Raging
Silly/ Random
Non- Fiction/ About me
Love
World
Can you tell him you love him,
When you shake with fear?
Can you tell him you love him,
When he’s never near?
Can you tell him you care,
When he likes another girl?
Can you tell him you care,
When your thoughts are a blur?
Can you tell him your feelings,
When they are cold as ice?
Can you tell him your feelings,
When they change with a role of the dice?
Can you tell him you hurt,
When your heart pounds with horror?
Can you tell him you hurt,
When your mind’s working slower?
When you can’t tell him you love him,
Can you bare to show your face?
When you can’t tell him you love him,
Can you feel like you’re not a disgrace?
When you can’t tell him you care,
Can you ever forgive yourself?
When you can’t tell him you care,
Can you ever forget that you felt?
When you can’t tell him your feelings,
Can you look at him the same?
When you can’t tell him your feelings,
Can you live without shame?
When you can’t tell him you hurt,
Can you ever heal?
When you can’t tell him you hurt,
Can you, will you, ever feel?
Concentration shattered by pounding thoughts,
Terrified laughing in a shaky voice,
Climbing a falling fortress wall,
Circling into an endless suffering,
Dancing indecisively in vast meadows,
Suffocating on thoughts of you,
Breathlessly bleeding out my soul,
Tickled by unnoticed attention,
Stomping on my screaming heart,
Linking with preferred lost memories,
Parading on a non-escapable cat walk,
Suffocating on thoughts of you,
Scaling consuming black holes,
Drinking in the horrified shining,
Standing in the middle of finishes and beginnings,
Drowning on electrifying tears,
Slipping across marbled memories,
Suffocating on thoughts of you,
Swimming in an ocean of emotion,
High strung-ness begging to eject,
An outstretched hang reaching to be held,
Thrown from a tower of calmness,
Bashing against sharp, stone less words,
Suffocating on thoughts of you,
Unwanted feelings undergoing cremation.
Dizzily freezing in excruciating fire,
Gulping down frightened screeches.
Sinking through snatching remarks,
But all im' doing now...
Suffocating on thoughts of you...
Endlessly...
I Am
I am the last flower to bloom,
Suffocating on others experiences.
I am the afternoon of a day,
In between the annoying and rebellious hours.
I am a needle in a haystack,
Lost from the sower forever.
I am the early morning bird singing,
Whose sweet tune is never forgotten.
I am a fork at a dinner plate,
There, but not noticed till I’m gone.
I am an encyclopedia in a library,
Found only when in need.
I am a tear stained shoulder,
Never remembering myself.
I am the waves in a swimming pool,
Constantly effected by others.
I am the sweater on your back,
Keeping you warm and happy.
I am sprinkles on a cupcake,
Colorful, bright, and fun.
I am a lost soul in the dark,
Searching for a light source.
I am a raging storm of fear,
Bright flashes and loud banging’s.
I am needle and thread,
Stitching up broken hearts.
I am unafraid but scared,
And wont give up the fight.
When you shake with fear?
Can you tell him you love him,
When he’s never near?
Can you tell him you care,
When he likes another girl?
Can you tell him you care,
When your thoughts are a blur?
Can you tell him your feelings,
When they are cold as ice?
Can you tell him your feelings,
When they change with a role of the dice?
Can you tell him you hurt,
When your heart pounds with horror?
Can you tell him you hurt,
When your mind’s working slower?
When you can’t tell him you love him,
Can you bare to show your face?
When you can’t tell him you love him,
Can you feel like you’re not a disgrace?
When you can’t tell him you care,
Can you ever forgive yourself?
When you can’t tell him you care,
Can you ever forget that you felt?
When you can’t tell him your feelings,
Can you look at him the same?
When you can’t tell him your feelings,
Can you live without shame?
When you can’t tell him you hurt,
Can you ever heal?
When you can’t tell him you hurt,
Can you, will you, ever feel?
Concentration shattered by pounding thoughts,
Terrified laughing in a shaky voice,
Climbing a falling fortress wall,
Circling into an endless suffering,
Dancing indecisively in vast meadows,
Suffocating on thoughts of you,
Breathlessly bleeding out my soul,
Tickled by unnoticed attention,
Stomping on my screaming heart,
Linking with preferred lost memories,
Parading on a non-escapable cat walk,
Suffocating on thoughts of you,
Scaling consuming black holes,
Drinking in the horrified shining,
Standing in the middle of finishes and beginnings,
Drowning on electrifying tears,
Slipping across marbled memories,
Suffocating on thoughts of you,
Swimming in an ocean of emotion,
High strung-ness begging to eject,
An outstretched hang reaching to be held,
Thrown from a tower of calmness,
Bashing against sharp, stone less words,
Suffocating on thoughts of you,
Unwanted feelings undergoing cremation.
Dizzily freezing in excruciating fire,
Gulping down frightened screeches.
Sinking through snatching remarks,
But all im' doing now...
Suffocating on thoughts of you...
Endlessly...
I Am
I am the last flower to bloom,
Suffocating on others experiences.
I am the afternoon of a day,
In between the annoying and rebellious hours.
I am a needle in a haystack,
Lost from the sower forever.
I am the early morning bird singing,
Whose sweet tune is never forgotten.
I am a fork at a dinner plate,
There, but not noticed till I’m gone.
I am an encyclopedia in a library,
Found only when in need.
I am a tear stained shoulder,
Never remembering myself.
I am the waves in a swimming pool,
Constantly effected by others.
I am the sweater on your back,
Keeping you warm and happy.
I am sprinkles on a cupcake,
Colorful, bright, and fun.
I am a lost soul in the dark,
Searching for a light source.
I am a raging storm of fear,
Bright flashes and loud banging’s.
I am needle and thread,
Stitching up broken hearts.
I am unafraid but scared,
And wont give up the fight.
white thin layers
metal spirals
black blue and red
bruised purness
peirced with words
painful pictures
the note book falls
contents spilling over
ink marking
lonliness
stained on my shirt
because it fell
let the secrets out
tears cant wash
the cursed thoughts
solitude feelings
lost
forever in darkness
with the shadows
of my writing
because they grew
and engulfed
my life
lets go on an epic adventure,
with dragons and conquering distant lands,
lets go on an epic adventure,
where we can see all our fans!
come join me, the captain,
we'll party thorugh life,
come join me, the captian,
there wont be any strife!
lets go on an epic adventure,
in our own minds,
lets go on an epic adventure,
it'll be one of a kind!
come join me, and my possy,
we even have jackets to share,
come join me, and my possy,
it will be wuite a scare!
lets go on an epic adventure,
i dont want to do this alone,
lets go on an epic adventure,
the dice have been thrown!
come join me, and the forgotten,
in an adventure of a lifetime,
come join me, and the forgotten,
dont be left behind!
our world is being corupted,
it's no longer man verses wild
it's jsut man verses man
we're all fighting
for
freedom, peace, money, agencey.
we're all fighting
against
races, homosexuality, government.
we're all fighting
next to
brothers, sisters, fathers, mothers.
we're all fighting
because
jealousy, segregration, politics.
we're all fighting
on
different sides, distant lands, open spaces.
we're all fighting
to have
shelter, food, love, safety.
thats all the world seems to be doing
we're all fighting
everyone's an enemy
in one form or action
no one's an alli
we need to choose
where we stand
because we can't
escape
we're all fighting
Crystallized tears rest on my cheeks,
The very last memory of you,
Scared to move on…
Scared not to…
If only you could make the pain die,
If only your face didn't make it worse.
Words make it unbearable
Cries cannot describe it.
Its death, dying power
My remorse is unseen
Too shadowed in the dark world we thrive in
Wipe away me crystallized tears.
with new media and such
our children aren't learning
about good, clean morals
they watch shows with
violence, guns, drugs, and sex
filling their mainds with
images and thoughts
that get them sent to jail or killed
what ever happened to us
that makes us want
to decieve out children
our childrens children?
where did the classic, appropriate, video games go
like Mario and Luigi or Pac Man
what happened to saturday morning cartoons
original Garfields, Loonytoons
why dont we have G and Pg rated movies
Disney, Warner Brothers
are we really that mean to our kids
to drive them to get high, drunk,
to make them dress like sluts and goths?
what have we done to our children?
leashed dinosaur,
black inked pen,
tortilla chip in ice cream,
empty bottle of apple juice,
vampire in gym class,
Sobe bottle cap on my wall,
note book passed back and forth,
laughing microphone,
doodled pictures,
gossip queen,
late night phone calls,
think heavy book,
pinwheels and humming,
dragons and demons,
Canadian flag.
And so many, many more,
These are my friends,
Always and forever.