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And I didn't even have it in me to tell him I like him!! I feel like such a retard.

I'm I an idiot or what? gonk I spent about six hours at his house playing games with him, and I didn't even tell him what I thought...

The thing is, we have been friends for about three years now, and that's all we saw each other as. I know that he probably just thinks of me as a friend, and I think he'd rather want a cute, ditzy, tanned, spoiled girlfriend like the ones that are all in our third and fourth period classes. But I've come to accept that I have feelings for him, and I don't think he realizes that at all, and chances are, he'd reject me because that's all he thinks of me, is a friend.

hun dont feel that way things like that happen and sometimes we as girl panic and become speachless
trust me you are not dumb and there will be another time ull spend with him n u can tell him how u feel