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 Posted: Mon Feb 01, 2010 6:03 pm
So I figured I would start one as well. It will give me a place to rant, ramble and whatever else I feel like posting.
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Posted: Mon Feb 01, 2010 6:09 pm
So, I have three things to write about smile
1) My friend got his girlfriend pregnant and doesn't want to give his life style up.. I pretty much ripped him a new a** and hopefully he steps up. She also does drugs "socially" and whne the child is born can be charged with child endangerment. I really hope I'm the b***h they have to fight to get the child back. At age 20 I'm one of the best child avicaters in my district.
2) MY 21st birthday is coming up and I have no idea on what to do for it, other then maybe get some friends together. Though I'll more then likely going to spend it alone..
3) I'm moving next month. I'm moving in with my boyfriend who lives on the other end of the province. I'm rally excited but really scared as well. This is the first time I have moved in 16 years.
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 5:16 am
So today is probably not going to be a good day. My boss is going to be mad at me when I tell her that I'm moving in march.
Also I found out that my boyfriends ex who is 30, has a 4 year old kid, has the mentality of a 16 year old and clinicly insane is going to be the new preson living next door. I hate her and she hates me. She believes I'm the one who broke her and my boyfriend up.
I didn't she screwed that up herself. The funniest part is when my boyfriend and I were talking on msn she had a panic attack over it because she was sure that I was going to take him away from her.
Though I have to admit I did sleep with him while they were still together in her mind... That didn't go over to well but hey what ever.
I should add he is my ex boyfriend as well. He was my first boyfriend and our relationship other then being friends changed when I went to see him for a few days after they broke up. We became lovers and this past oct he asked if I wanted to try again. I said yes and now we are moving in together.
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 5:40 am
So I don't know why but I'm sad today. I was sad last night but it seems to have tranfered over to this morning as well. There is just something that is bothering me and I can't name it. Maybe because I don't want to wait a month and 10 days to see my boyfriend again o maybe because I have this fear of moving. I really don't know But I just feel sad.
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Posted: Thu Feb 04, 2010 5:58 pm
So I'm feeling very alone today. I keep getting this odd feeling that my boyfriend is cheating on me. Even when I know that he never would. He was cheated on before and said he would never do that to anyone. I still get the feeling he is and I don't know why.
If he was he wouldn't want me to move there right this minute
Or say I love you
Or be romantic
Or any of the other sweet little things he does. Right?
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Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 5:40 am
So not feeling well today but hey that happens somethimes. I know why I'm not feeling well again. My parents have a habit of turning the fireplace on and forgeting that the heat doesn't come on then they wonder why i'm frozen. I'm studying my a** off in the computer room, trying to get good grades in collage and then they forget I'm in here and turn the fireplace on.
It's any wonder I haven't gotten sick before now.
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Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 5:39 pm
So my boyfriend and I set the date I'm moving in. March 25th just a lil over a month. There are still a ton of things that need to get done and I'm just getting so confused. I don't know if I want to move anymore.
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 7:16 pm
I forgot how much igronant people bug me. Just because I"m not able to live down a nicname from when I was 6 that makes me immature? How about when you don't know the difference between what is real and what isn't? Or acting like you are 10 when you are 26?
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 8:11 am
Feeling odd and have a really bad headache again. That is nothing really odd anymore. It's just stress again. My dad or goon as he is called just started his new job and is no bitching about how hard it is. I would love to see him put up with the s**t I did for 10 months at a place I like to call Superhell (Superstore). I did the chickens there for 9 out of my 10 months there. I was working to the point I now have found out my back is screwed for the rest of my life.
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:29 pm
It amazes me how many people have no kind words to say. I look at some of the threads on here and I just want to cry because there are people calling them "stupid", "moron" you name it and all they are looking for is advice. I have been in the same boat where I'm looking for advice and all I get is "your stupid" and what not. Did anyone stop to think that the people behind the problems have feeling? I have the same problem with friends. The only friend who listens to me is my boyfriend
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Posted: Tue Feb 09, 2010 5:53 am
Uggh. I'm so frustrated right now. Goon (my dad) is still starting fights over the stupidest things ever. He went off last night because there was too many lights on... We had one light on plus the tv.
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Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2010 6:29 am
I have come to the reasoning that almost all people are idiots. I had to deal with the stupiedst person ever yesterday. I rang through her items then she told me that I wasn't bagging them right. Anyone who has half a brain knows, cleaning items go in their own bag or under the cart., meats, produce, dairy, and whatever else has thier own bags so there is no contamination of the food. So to please her I re bag everything. She still wasn't happy and threatened to have me fired. In the end my manager told her to leave and if she comes back the the store the police will be taking her out of the store.
Other then that goon is up to the picking fights again. He just doesn't know when to quit... Last nght it was because dinner wasn't ready when he got home. Mom had told him to call and let us know what time he would be home so I could start dinner... I'm thankful I have the next 4 days off.
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 8:05 pm
I have not had mood swings like I have had today in a very long time... just about 5 years ago.
I was happy then sad then mad, then just all over the place. I even yelled at my cat for nothing. She didn't do anything and I yelled at her. I never yell at her unless she has done something wrong.
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Posted: Mon Feb 15, 2010 4:47 pm
So I found out what is stressing me out. My dad gets home and I have pain in my neck and shoulders again. At least I know what is stressing me out.
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Posted: Wed Feb 17, 2010 6:49 pm
SO my b day is friday. I'm spending it with a few friends and wishing I could spend it with my boyfriend but can't. I'm soo out of party ideas..
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