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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 6:51 pm
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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 7:27 pm
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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 8:03 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 02, 2010 8:09 am
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She's my best friend and one of the best people I know. She's kind, caring, hilarious, accepting, gets my odd sense of humor, loves books and music the way I do, she's incredibly beautiful...but there's more than just those simple things. It's hard to put into words, it's just something about her that I can't help but like.
I've never asked her if she would consider dating a girl because I'm pretty sure she wouldn't and I don't want to ruin our friendship.
I also know that long term, like out of school and into the future, it probably wouldn't work out. We are very different on a few things, and while it doesn't affect our friendship, it would affect relationship in the future.
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Posted: Wed Jun 02, 2010 8:14 am
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Angie Holmes She's my best friend and one of the best people I know. She's kind, caring, hilarious, accepting, gets my odd sense of humor, loves books and music the way I do, she's incredibly beautiful...but there's more than just those simple things. It's hard to put into words, it's just something about her that I can help but like. I've never asked her if she would consider dating a girl because I'm pretty sure she wouldn't and I don't want to ruin our friendship. I also know that long term, like out of school and into the future, it probably wouldn't work out. We are very different on a few things, and while it doesn't affect our friendship, it would affect relationship in the future.
She squeezes the toothpaste from the middle of the tube, doesn't she?! gonk
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Posted: Wed Jun 02, 2010 6:33 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 03, 2010 6:48 am
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Zalaznick Valkyrie Angie Holmes She's my best friend and one of the best people I know. She's kind, caring, hilarious, accepting, gets my odd sense of humor, loves books and music the way I do, she's incredibly beautiful...but there's more than just those simple things. It's hard to put into words, it's just something about her that I can help but like. I've never asked her if she would consider dating a girl because I'm pretty sure she wouldn't and I don't want to ruin our friendship. I also know that long term, like out of school and into the future, it probably wouldn't work out. We are very different on a few things, and while it doesn't affect our friendship, it would affect relationship in the future. She squeezes the toothpaste from the middle of the tube, doesn't she?! gonk
lol I honestly don't know about that one. I'll stalk her bathroom next time I'm there and find out lol EDIT: I just realized, I do that XD
I was thinking a little more seriously. I know she wants children in the future, which I don't. I would be a terrible mother and I don't really have the patience for children. And she is extremely religious (Catholic), not like a*****e shove-it-down-your-throat type, but just really into it and believes it, while I am Atheist. I would never go to church with her, pray with her, things like that, and I know that would bother her.
But none of that can prevent us from just being friends smile
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Posted: Thu Jun 03, 2010 10:43 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 10:51 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 28, 2010 5:09 pm
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My first straight crush wasn't as intense as my second, so I'll tell you about the second. She was a mild goth, and wore black stockings, short plaid skirts, black coats, thick black glasses, and appropriate makeup. We met in my transition summer from middle school to high school. We went to summer school and made friends quickly. We found out that we both liked animals, writing, and the abnormal. Her hair always smelled good, and I always fantasized about her. We had a good friendship, and it was close enough that I felt satisfied. Then, I had a mental slip due to a reduction in medication dosage, grabbed a pair of scissors and ran out into the rain. I slipped and fell right in front of her and I found out later, after 6 days in Del Amo Hospital, she thought I tried to stab her. When I came back, we were still friendly to each other, but it was never the same way again. Consequentially, I've been pining for her ever since.
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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 9:52 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 10:23 am
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My straight crush (which I still have yet to overcome...) is a girl that I've never met, but she has completely stolen my heart. We met on FanFiction.net because we both have a supreme love for House/Wilson...and we totally connected. Just like that, we became so close. It felt like magic...
But then, the topic of sexuality came up, as it sometimes does between friends. She wondered why I let her rant on and on about her boyfriends and I never talked about mine. "Surely you must have someone," she texted me one day. "You're so beautiful and ____ awesome!" Needless to say, I was blushing like hell. And so I told her...I'm a lesbian. I've known for a while, but had a bf anyway so that my parents didn't ask questions. Ugh...
She's completely straight, but we connect in such a way that I wonder sometimes if maybe she feels something too. It's not just a best friend type of connection...it's so much deeper than that. She's absolutely beautiful...and funny. She's smart and spontaneous and wacky...just like me. We agree on so much that I'm sure a relationship between us would last for a long time.
I mean, we even made plans to meet each other next summer! But that was until she told me she had enlisted in the Army and would be gone in May...I cried for weeks...
Wow, sorry to go on for so long xD I just...can't help it. I'm so hopelessly in love with her...I just wish love didn't have to hurt this much crying
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 10:33 am
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Skrapz My first straight crush wasn't as intense as my second, so I'll tell you about the second. She was a mild goth, and wore black stockings, short plaid skirts, black coats, thick black glasses, and appropriate makeup. We met in my transition summer from middle school to high school. We went to summer school and made friends quickly. We found out that we both liked animals, writing, and the abnormal. Her hair always smelled good, and I always fantasized about her. We had a good friendship, and it was close enough that I felt satisfied. Then, I had a mental slip due to a reduction in medication dosage, grabbed a pair of scissors and ran out into the rain. I slipped and fell right in front of her and I found out later, after 6 days in Del Amo Hospital, she thought I tried to stab her. When I came back, we were still friendly to each other, but it was never the same way again. Consequentially, I've been pining for her ever since.
Oh em gee, that's horrible! D: I'm so sorry about that...must be tough on you. At least she's still your friend though, right? Maybe in time, you will be able to patch things up. Perhaps she may even give you a chance! :3 You just have to keep your hopes up. Show her that you could be her everything and that you can be trusted. It'll take time...but everyone is a little bisexual, right? heart
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 11:47 am
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