Nononononono! :(

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Last night, I was talking to this guy I've had a huge crush on since my freshman year. We're pretty much best friends. c: And we were having like a really good conversation.

Him: I miss you. I wish I was home.
Me: Haha. Aw. How sweet, you're all grown up now and off to see the world.
Him: It's not funny.
Me: Sorry, but it is. Ugh. I'm gonna be so lost without you now.
Him: No you won't, because you have a lot of other friends, and people need to realize how great of a person you are and I've been so lucky to have you in my life these past 2 years.
Me: Aw. Thanks brother, that means a lot. I love you.
Him: I love you too. I'm gonna be the lonely one.
Me: No way prom king, you've got a ton of friends.
Him: Nah. They're all happy to see me leave, no one has even talked to me hardly since graduation. You're the only one I still talk to all the time.
Me: Aw. ): That's not cool. Well, hope everything else is going good

Then my friend DJ IM's me and asks if this guy I like is online. I say none of his business, so then DJ just decides to message him and it went something like...

"Hi, you don't know me, but I'm friends with your friend bovid. She really likes you, but she's afraid to tell you because she thinks it's gonna ruin your friendship which I hear is really good. Anyway, she's had these feelings for you since forever, but she never told you so now I'm doing it for her."

And it went like this after DJ sent him the message.

Me: Ugh. I'm so bored.
Him: Lol. Yeah. Me too.
Him: Hey! Do you know a guy named DJ?
Me: Yeah. He's one of my friends, but he graduated a few years ago, why?
Him: No reason. (; Haha.
Me: Tell me. O:
Him: Maybe after when I come home. Maybe.

And then we both went to sleep cuz it was 2am.

I mean, I talked to him today (he's in Honolulu now for cheerleading) and he acted fine. But I dunno what I do now. Do I confront him about it? Or act like I don't know what DJ told him? ;P  

[Jenitorturer]

Aww. This made my heart so warm and fuzzy ! >w<

I think you should tell him how you feel.
Maybe he wants to hear it straight from you, that way, it would mean a lot more than it would to hear it from someone else.

 

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Jenitorturer

Aww. This made my heart so warm and fuzzy ! >w<

I think you should tell him how you feel.
Maybe he wants to hear it straight from you, that way, it would mean a lot more than it would to hear it from someone else.

Warm and fuzzy like puppies? ^______^
Not gonna lie, I am scared shitless to tell him myself.  

[u nd i]

Maybe when he sees you he'll pull some big romantic gesture (;  

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u nd i

Maybe when he sees you he'll pull some big romantic gesture (;

That would be nice. Haha.

But I dunno when I'll get to see him with his current job.
He's in Honolulu during the week and comes home on the weekends. We're supposed to hang out this weekend, possibly. But I'm not sure cuz I think I have a scheduled drive for driver's ed. sad  

[Ilyasviel16]

♦ ♣ ♥ ♠

[[☆]]
Tell him once you see him, Bovid-nee~ (Is it alright for me to call you that?) And, don't be afraid~
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♦ ♣ ♥ ♠

 

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Ilyasviel16

♦ ♣ ♥ ♠

[[☆]]
Tell him once you see him, Bovid-nee~ (Is it alright for me to call you that?) And, don't be afraid~
[[☆]]

♦ ♣ ♥ ♠

Lol. Not really, sorry I hate name suffixes. Haha.
I'm very afraid though. D:  

[Ilyasviel16]

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[[☆]]
((What do you want me to call you then~? I'm guessing I'm younger than you and it's impolite for me not to call you that.))
Afraid of what, specifically?
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♦ ♣ ♥ ♠

 

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Ilyasviel16

♦ ♣ ♥ ♠

[[☆]]
((What do you want me to call you then~? I'm guessing I'm younger than you and it's impolite for me not to call you that.))
Afraid of what, specifically?
[[☆]]

♦ ♣ ♥ ♠

Just bovid. I get enough of the bovid-san crap in my Japanese class.
Afraid of rejection. Haha.  

[forever a fawn]

Questing a Embarrassed Dream

I agree with Jenitorturer.
He already knows you like him. Don't keep him hanging, girl. Tell him how you feel.

 

[The Doctors 1 Companion]

Sorry I really wish I could help I am actually in the same place as you are but the guy won't talk to me. whee  

[M I N G L O 9 5 3 2]

I know this story from before, which is my best friend refused to tell her crush in our class. Which he does know already. I agree with other people, you should tell him. Try to liven up the chat then admit it. Sometime I would say
"love is risk that you take daily."  

[AstridMiriam]

After reading this.
Made me happy to see you two together.
But it's going to be hard to see him leave.
I hope you can go with him.
Good luck. heart

 

[viper_353]

Awwe smile I'd tell him. Nothing's sweeter than honesty.
Your story's so cute though.
I did the exact same thing this year, except I didn't tell him and we never talked about it after. Wish we had though, cause nothing would be worse than not knowing what he thought of it.
Best of luck. You two sound like you'd be really cute together.
Haha oh and Ilyasviell....why do you need suffixes?? I agree, to be saved for Japanese class, I don't understand why people take them out, it drives me crazy!! (and to see so many Japanese words I know on here and know the people saying them have no idea what they're talking about!! oy!!!!) haha, lol biggrin  

[HuoXingC]

If I were you, I'd be so pissed at that nosy and sock him in the face!

I'm was kidding about socking him in the face, but I think it'd be a great opportunity for you to tell your friend how you really feel. Don't let that other dude make a scandal out of your friendship (and you crush on your friend).