The Way That I Am Right Now... *Posting Allowed

[Testicular Diabeetus]

I know that the way that I am right now that I will not get into Heaven.
I still have a whole lot of improvements to do.
I need to do a complete overhaul on myself and that isn't going to be easy, but I'm not going to give up.
I will blog about my random changes and whatnot here.
Pray for me guys. =)


*You can post comments and stuff on here I don't care.
**I'm sorry if I offend anyone I know that we are not all the same religion.

 

[Testicular Diabeetus]

I'm not sure on what brought me to the epiphany, I think it was this show that I was watching.

ANYWAY!
I went through my room and I threw away my halter tops, tube tops, short skirts, eh anything that would come across skanky went bye~bye.
I threw away some medication that I really did not need.
I also threw away stuff that had to witchcraft, I don't even know how that stuff ended up in my room, I though A.Bot and I got rid of it all.
I got rid of a bunch of crap.
I'm also going to pray before i go to bed tonight, instead of saying it in my head I will say it aloud.

 

[Testicular Diabeetus]

Uhg.
This morning I'm going to church, I haven't been to church in like..... I don't remember...
I'm scared of people judging me again.
The last church I went to they were pretty mean, they said i would go to hell because i listen to Metallica and had more than one piercing.

Anyway, I don't know what you would really wear to church so i got a cute black top and nice blue jeans.
I did my hair and makeup.
I also have a tiny cute sparkly zebra striped bow in my hair.

XD
I'll type down how it went later.

 

[Testicular Diabeetus]

Church was pretty good, I got a lot out of it and i plan on going back next Sunday.
My doubting issue is also subsiding.
Cant freaking wait until next Sunday.
Oh they also didn't stare me down like I was a devil woman either so I guess that's good?

 

[Testicular Diabeetus]

My mom stayed in my room last night, we basically had church in my room.
Shes going to start praying for my brother again!
n_n
We also talked about a lot of the Bible stories and how Mary doesn't get the props she deserves.
I mean she was the only woman in the world without sin, if it wasn't for her we would all be screwed.
Then we talked about how karma affects you and there's a Bible verse about it.
Do good things the good is attracted to you like angels and stuff, do bad things you start getting attacked by demons and bad things will happen.

 

[Testicular Diabeetus]

I went to Church again yesterday.
It was amazing I learned a lot!
I'm going to start going on Wednesday Nights.
Autobot Shadow's mom prayed over me and started spaking in tongue's, just a little.
^_^
I cant wait.
I also had something in my room last nigh, I kept hearing tapping noises so I put a cross in my room and told it to get out.
Then i went to bed.

 

[Testicular Diabeetus]

I read my Bible last night, I understood everything and gined a lot of knowledge from it.
I started out in Genesis I got through the story of the creation, Adam and Eve and Noah. I'm about to start on the Ark of the Covenant.
I read it every night.
^_^
I'm going to try to read the whole Bible.
=)
It's really interesting.
^_^