I am ******** goods.
I am broken.
I was in shitty condition before.
Then everything happened.
And I am broken.
Yo. Soy. ...Broken.
Rock bottom.
It was weeks ago.
And weeks before that.
And now it's deeper.
I thought I was heading up.
But I just sat there,
and finding out the truth
made the hole that much deeper.
I don't even know how I feel anymore.
I really do feel broken.
I was having a ******** amazing day.
I spent $70 at the mall,
and hot some hella great deals on clothes.
Then I came home.
Happy.
And am at the screen.
Reading what was accidentally left out.
And all I feel is broken.
Every emotion I had before.
Sad.
Angry.
Betrayed.
Cursed.
Forgotten.
Unloved.
Easily-dropped.
It's all of that, only now they are all broken.
Like everything but in a million little pieces.
You guys. I don't want to reach out because it's not in my nature.
And I used to hate hugs.
All I want is a hundred arms around me right now.
I am ********>
I am broken.
I was in shitty condition before.
Then everything happened.
And I am broken.
Yo. Soy. ...Broken.
Rock bottom.
It was weeks ago.
And weeks before that.
And now it's deeper.
I thought I was heading up.
But I just sat there,
and finding out the truth
made the hole that much deeper.
I don't even know how I feel anymore.
I really do feel broken.
I was having a ******** amazing day.
I spent $70 at the mall,
and hot some hella great deals on clothes.
Then I came home.
Happy.
And am at the screen.
Reading what was accidentally left out.
And all I feel is broken.
Every emotion I had before.
Sad.
Angry.
Betrayed.
Cursed.
Forgotten.
Unloved.
Easily-dropped.
It's all of that, only now they are all broken.
Like everything but in a million little pieces.
You guys. I don't want to reach out because it's not in my nature.
And I used to hate hugs.
All I want is a hundred arms around me right now.
I am ********>