Well then I've completely lost all hope in men.
From now on I'm probably gonna think that all guys are shallow assholes or c**k teasing whores.
Well I have a friend who's a guy and he's one of my best friends. I made a promise to him a while ago that I'll never give up on him (Like leave him or anything like that) and that I'd always be there for him. Recently he got in a huge fight with our group of friends. Everyone else pretty much left him save for a few people. I was one of them. I've been best friends with him since 5th grade. I was so afraid that if I had gone with them that he'd change for the worse like start doing drugs or that he'd kill himself. He almost did on last Wednesday, but I guess I talked him out of it. Either that or he was talking s**t. Well ever since like Friday he's been like always hugging me and stuff and holding me and saying things like he'd say "Mine" and he would be talking about me. He would even grab onto one of my hands and hold it. Now how many of you would think that he likes me? I even started to think it, me of all people when usually I'm really dense to matters like these. Now I've liked him a couple times in the past and it took me SO LONG for me to finally get over him. But over the last couple of days those feelings came back...Half of me was smart and kept thinking "Oh he doesn't like me like that" while the other half of me still had hope. Well guess what? Today after school he decided to talk about how this girl who he likes on in off that he's going to buy her a necklace and write her a poem and s**t like that and like he knows I don't like her yet he brought her up all of a sudden out of nowhere. Now the reason I don't like her isn't cos of my feelings or whatever. No. I'd dislike her even if I didn't like him. Why do I then? Cos she keeps hurting him! She keeps acting like she likes him but then later he'll reject him straight out like he asked her to homecoming and she said yes. But close to homecoming he finds out that A she's not going to homecoming B if she was she wouldn't be going with him. And she's hurt him many other times before. I keep warning him he's just gonna get hurt but he doesn't listen. So much for being his "best friend". And now he's gonna go on and on about her.
Now usually I wouldn't be to bothered by something like this. But I dunno with him...and it pisses me off even more....I feel like my heart has been smashed. I'm tired of this I'm tired of him being a ******** tease..I'm so ******** sick of him...but I have to still be there I don't like to break promises...Thanks D for hurting me yet again.
It's A Girl Thing! ♥
A Family, A Home.
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