I found myself celebrating my friends birthday today and after i got a tad sick I went to rest. He joined and laid behind me tickling and cuddling me, etc, and id do it back, then our friends joined us.
For the first time in a long time I felt safe and relaxed, having him rest his head against mine and hold me, made me feel happy. To be honest ive always liked him and he knows it, but I never persued him because I know for a fact he hasn't shared my feelings. Our friends have asked him countless times and he straight out says no.
Most times me and him rest together I use him as a pillow or vice versa but today was different. I don't know what it was but he played with my hair and compliment it and the smell of my lotion. And when he could he'd wrap his arms around my neck/waist or tickle me.
I just don't get what it was he was doing, he isn't the type of guy to toy with a girl, or at least he hasn't ever been before. Someone else said it was just because I was sick.
I'm just trying to sort through everything because I'm trying to keep my hopes/expectations to the utmost minimum, but lately I've noticed the way people really treat me and I can't tell normal from concern or caring. Such as my friend from above.
It's A Girl Thing! ♥
A Family, A Home.
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