First of all, hello to everyone!
WARNING: Big wall of text coming up...
The thing is that my bf is one of the really jealous type. He gets sad and stuff when ever I go out with friends or when I go to see my granny or something and therefore can't text or call him. He doesn't get violent or anything, he just feels left out I guess, but its like his left out emotion is a lot higher than the average persons.
So there was this one time, where a friend of mine(a guy, he's just an old classmate and a good friend) asked me if I wanted to go to the movies with him. I didn't really think about it and said yes almost immediately, because we hadn't seen for a while since he switched schools and I really wanted us to catch up.
I knew that my bf would be upset about the fact that I'd go to the movies, not to talk about going with another guy. So, I told him that I'm going with one of my classmates(girl). He was a little sad, but handled it pretty well.(why I also couldn't tell him it was a guy, was because me and him haven't had a chance to catch a movie together..like go on a real date..so yeah.. )
And now,when its been like 2 months, maybe less, can't remember the date, this lie is eating me alive. I can't really tell my bf about it, because you have no idea what kind of drama it would cause,(we had a pretty bad fight this summer, so he kinda trusts me less.. it was about me talking to a girl he HATES because he thought she's changing me and getting me all to herself, I haven't even met that girl, we just talked online..but yeah, had to drop all contacts with her ...) but I can't bare the fact that I'm lying to him. I can't sleep at nights because I think of it, it pops to my mind at moments you wouldn't want to.. I try to comfort myself that maybe it will get better with time, and that maybe I would forget about it, but I don't think its going to happen(even though, my mind has a way of blocking memories I don't like)...
Uhh, I have no idea what to do in this situation...right now I feel like I did wrong that I went to see a movie with a guyfriend..but...at the same time I'm kinda angry at my bf, because him and his over protective attitude has made me do something like this, I mean, its not right for me to feel bad every time I go out without him.
Any suggestion girls?
Do you think I did a really bad thing here? :/
If you need any more info about this situation, don't hesitate to ask.
Shzz...This is one long post. and to think it could be even longer with all the small details, because, right now I was keeping it simple burning_eyes
WARNING: Big wall of text coming up...
The thing is that my bf is one of the really jealous type. He gets sad and stuff when ever I go out with friends or when I go to see my granny or something and therefore can't text or call him. He doesn't get violent or anything, he just feels left out I guess, but its like his left out emotion is a lot higher than the average persons.
So there was this one time, where a friend of mine(a guy, he's just an old classmate and a good friend) asked me if I wanted to go to the movies with him. I didn't really think about it and said yes almost immediately, because we hadn't seen for a while since he switched schools and I really wanted us to catch up.
I knew that my bf would be upset about the fact that I'd go to the movies, not to talk about going with another guy. So, I told him that I'm going with one of my classmates(girl). He was a little sad, but handled it pretty well.(why I also couldn't tell him it was a guy, was because me and him haven't had a chance to catch a movie together..like go on a real date..so yeah.. )
And now,when its been like 2 months, maybe less, can't remember the date, this lie is eating me alive. I can't really tell my bf about it, because you have no idea what kind of drama it would cause,(we had a pretty bad fight this summer, so he kinda trusts me less.. it was about me talking to a girl he HATES because he thought she's changing me and getting me all to herself, I haven't even met that girl, we just talked online..but yeah, had to drop all contacts with her ...) but I can't bare the fact that I'm lying to him. I can't sleep at nights because I think of it, it pops to my mind at moments you wouldn't want to.. I try to comfort myself that maybe it will get better with time, and that maybe I would forget about it, but I don't think its going to happen(even though, my mind has a way of blocking memories I don't like)...
Uhh, I have no idea what to do in this situation...right now I feel like I did wrong that I went to see a movie with a guyfriend..but...at the same time I'm kinda angry at my bf, because him and his over protective attitude has made me do something like this, I mean, its not right for me to feel bad every time I go out without him.
Any suggestion girls?
Do you think I did a really bad thing here? :/
If you need any more info about this situation, don't hesitate to ask.
Shzz...This is one long post. and to think it could be even longer with all the small details, because, right now I was keeping it simple burning_eyes