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 Posted: Sun May 20, 2012 10:32 am
      I don’t care to know
The time on the wall.
The placement of my shoes
On the wood floor.
The last boat has left
Can’t carry you afloat.
I fear the empty, wet bed
The empty grey coat.
And I won’t go
Till you’re asleep.
You open your mouth, like an asthma attack, you repeat,
“If all that you take from this is courage, then I’ve no regrets.”
I wanted to kiss you goodnight.
No longer can pretend, it won’t cave in and will be alright.
I wanted to save this last light.
With dawn comes certainty of what we’ll be, for now hold me lightly.
I look to the floor.
Your hair like cut grass.
Your vomit it forms
A gold chain ’round your neck.
I won’t wake you up
No need for last words.
These last idle hours
More than I deserve.
“You take from this is, courage than I’ve no regrets.”
I wanted to kiss you goodnight.
No longer can pretend, it won’t cave in and will be alright.
I wanted to save this last light.
With dawn comes certainty of what we’ll be, for now hold me lightly.
Don’t settle for less again
You’ve become more than I
Could have become for you.
Could have inspired to be
Hesitation will leave
Dents on the walls and the rail.
And your scent will leave me
With more faith in myself.
I wanted to kiss you goodnight.
No longer can pretend, it won’t cave in and will be alright.
Wanted to tell you I lied.
I said I’d make it through this world alright, but I don’t care to try.
I’d make it through this world alright, but I don’t care to try.
Kiss You Goodnight by Meg & Dia -- Fix You by Coldplay When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2012 5:02 pm
"I said I’d make it through this world alright, but I don’t care to try." When people say 'forever,' they rarely ever mean it.
Such as "I'll love you forever and ever," or "We'll be friends forever!"
Barely anyone ever means 'forever' when they say, others often forgets, and there are the few....
The few who don't have a choice. Once there were five children. Five best friends. Inseparable and full of life, it seemed like they'd never part ways. They even made a promise during their fifth year in grade school that they'd always be friends, forever. And for awhile it seemed like that promise would last.
Then one moved away to a new state.
Another moved to another city.
The third one just drifted away from the others altogether.
Alas, only two were left. A pair of siblings at that. They couldn't part, and wouldn't think of it. Four years passed, and then the unthinkable happen: one of them conducted brain cancer.... And the younger sibling was left to watch him die. Alone.....
Now, the two who moved away are back in town, different then they were before, expecting to find their old friends still together. Not one of them dead, completely done with people in general, and the other one trying to fix things. Nothing the same as it was before. Everyone of the friends are different. Broken.
Hurt.
Trying to find something they used to have and hold onto it for their dear life."And I will try to fix you."
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2012 5:38 pm
"When you try your best, but you don't succeed."~ This is a dark/dramatic roleplay! The four characters each need to be dealing with something prior to the death of the other friend. So no 'happy go lucky' characters, okay?
- Follow the Gaia ToS and Why Not? rules
- No cybering or godmodding
- This rp is semi-lit. to lit. At least, I'm aiming for that.
- Use real pictures, please! If you don't, I may have to reject your profile.
- That also brings me to another matter: either finish your profile and send it in quick or reserve a spot. There are only three spots open for you to join.
- It's be just lovely if you decorated your posts. It doesn't have to be anything big, maybe a few icons and some words. But it's not a demand. Just a preference.
- PM profiles with the title of 'Tragedy'
- More rules may be added, so check back regularly. "I don’t care to know, the time on the wall."
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2012 5:47 pm
"I wanted to kiss you goodnight." Meghan Sophie Hunter ; the girl who stayed ; make-a-joke-of-it-all
Alexia Jayy Elizabeth Cipriano ; the girl who moved away ; Angel in my Dreams
Jethro Edward Nikephroas ; the boy who drifted away ; Tamwynne the elven
Maerie Locke Faerie ; the boy who moved away ; Luciiraptar "And high up above or down below."
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2012 5:52 pm
"Lights will guide you home."[color=postingcolor][size=11][i][u]'Quote'[/u][/i][/size][/color]
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[color=ColorOne][size=9][b]I Was Given This Name...[/b]
[Name, First Middle and Last]
[b]On This Day...[/b]
[Birthday Month+Day only]
[b]About This Many Years Ago...[/b]
[Age]
[b]And If You Couldn't Tell,I'm A...[/b]
[Gender]
[b]I Happen To Be This Tall...[/b]
[Height]
[b]And Weigh This Much...[/b]
[Weight][/color][/size]
[Icon][Icon][Icon]
[color=ColorTwo][size=9][b]The Music Describing My Life...[/b]
[At least3 songs, the limit being ten songs]
[b]The Things I Absolutely Can't Live Without...[/b]
[Likes]
[b]And The Things I Absolutely Could Live Without...[/b]
[Dislikes]
[b]No One Should Know This...[/b]
[Secrets, fears, whatever you want to add that no one knows...]
[Icon][Icon][Icon]
[b]And The Only Person I Listen To...[/b]
[Gaia name][/size][/color] "I look to the floor."
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2012 7:26 pm
'There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.'  I Was Given This Name...
Meghan Sophie Hunter.
On This Day I Was Born...
February nineteenth.
About This Many Years Ago...
Seventeen.
And If You Couldn't Tell,I'm A...
Female.
I Happen To Be This Tall...
Five foot six.
And Weigh This Much...
One hundred and five pounds.   The Music Describing My Life... Permanent// David Cook
Nothing and Everything// RED
Kiss You Goodnight// Meg & Dia
Shattered// Trading Yesterday
Pain// Three Days Grace
In The Dark// Flyleaf
My Skin// Natalie Merchant
Hurt// Johnny Cash
World So Cold// Three Days Grace
Burn// Papa RoachThe Things I Absolutely Can't Live Without...
Solitude, music, novels, rain, the dark, cold weather, art, the forest/river, photography, the cemetery, pain.
And The Things I Absolutely Could Live Without...
Thinking about my brother (it hurts to think about him), those ******** known as my old friends, people in general, my parents, rainbows, warm weather, snakes, school, liars.
No One Should Know This...
I've always sort of had issues... Even before my 'friends' and brother left. They sort of made things better, helped me fight off the darkness trying to consume me, even though they didn't know it. While... While my brother was... I was alone. And after he di- I was still alone. The darkness finally had me. Finally consumed me, killing off the good emotions and just leaving the bad ones. Now I have trust issues, don't speak to people, and most importantly... I self-harm. No one knows though. I'm afraid someone will though...
  
And The Only Person I Listen To...
make-a-joke-of-it-all'Life is about singing your heart out and finding love.'  I Was Given This Name...
Alexia Jayy Elizabeth Cipriano
On This Day...
February 8th
About This Many Years Ago...
Sixteen
And If You Couldn't Tell,I'm A...
Female
I Happen To Be This Tall...
5’3”
And Weigh This Much...
126 lb.           The Music Describing My Life...
”Monster” by Meg & Dia
”Breathe Me” by Sia
”Hero” by Skillet
”Secrets” by OneRepublic
”Papercut” by Linkin Park
”Bury Me Alive” by We Are The Fallen
”Sing” by My Chemical Romance
”Time of Dying” by Three Days Grace
”Nobody’s Home” by Avril Lavigne
”All I Want” by A Day To Remember
The Things I Absolutely Can't Live Without...
Wolves, milk, anime, music, fine arts, mythology, cosplay, roleplay, friends, the moon, dreams, raves, books
And The Things I Absolutely Could Live Without...
Broken hearts, bullies, my grandmother, my father, spiders, snakes, school, separation, Depression, politics, religious people, heights, men
No One Should Know This...
After I was forced to move away, I went out with the most perfect man ever. But then, he broke my heart. I felt so lonely and depressed, so I took up cutting and smoking marijuana to ease my pain. A month ago, I was raped at a rave which is one of the two reasons I came back to this place.
         
And The Only Person I Listen To...
Angel in my Dreams"Smart people who work hard are, in fact, so hard to find that they stick out like sore thumbs." I Was Given This Name...
[Jethro Edward Nikephoras]
On This Day...
[October 19th]
About This Many Years Ago...
[Eighteen]
And If You Couldn't Tell,I'm A...
[boy]
I Happen To Be This Tall...
[5'5"]
And Weigh This Much...
[145 lbs]    The Music Describing My Life...
[Out there from Hunchback of Notre Dame
Take me by Hawk Nelson
Everything is Ending by Chameleon Circuit]
The Things I Absolutely Can't Live Without...
[chocolate, books, anime, mythbusters, heavy metal, movies]
And The Things I Absolutely Could Live Without...
[Death, bullies, fighting]
No One Should Know This...
[After everyone moved, I kinda just drifted away from the siblings because I was dealing with my parents' divorce. After that, I just never got back into hanging with them, and went to my own nerd world. That's when the bullying started. Without my friends, I was an open target. Its been really bad for a few years now. Its gotten to the point where I think about carrying a gun to school and showing them that I'm not a coward.]
   
And The Only Person I Listen To...
[Tamwynne the elven]'Useless. Wankers.'  I Was Given This Name...
[Maerie Locke Faerie (formerly Jake Lee Locke)]
On This Day...
[15 December]
About This Many Years Ago...
[18]
And If You Couldn't Tell,I'm A...
[Boy, ish]
I Happen To Be This Tall...
[5'9"]
And Weigh This Much...
[53kg] The Music Describing My Life...
[In This Moment - Violet Skies
The Dresden Dolls - Girl Anachronism
Birdy - Terrible Love
Three Days Grace - Life Starts Now
Sia - Soon We'll Be Found]
The Things I Absolutely Can't Live Without...
[Pills, boy clothes, girl clothes, cameras, androgyny]
And The Things I Absolutely Could Live Without...
[Talking, listening, seeing, interacting, touching]
No One Should Know This...
[Schizophrenic. That's part of why I had to leave; schizophrenic, bipolar. Crazy.
Transgender, but androgynous. Boy and girl, in equal parts.]
And The Only Person I Listen To...
[Luciiraptar]
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Posted: Mon May 21, 2012 7:56 pm
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2012 12:04 pm
((I sent in a profile for the boy who drifted away.))
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2012 5:27 pm
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2012 5:29 pm
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2012 5:32 pm
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2012 5:33 pm
(ROCK YOU!)[...be starting this...]
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2012 5:34 pm
[...on the second page...]
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2012 5:35 pm
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2012 5:36 pm
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