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 Posted: Mon Jun 18, 2012 12:48 pm
Have you ever done something that was so very wrong that you can't even bring yourself to talk about it to anyone, ever?
i'm not talking about something horrible like murder, rape, or exchanging your sister's deep-conditioning treatment with hair-removal cream. I mean something that society considers wrong, even if nobody is actually harmed - except maybe yourself.
I did something this weekend... nobody got hurt, no property was lost, damaged or stolen, but it's complicated my life in a way I never imagined before.
The worst part is I can't see a happy outcome to this, not for me.
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Posted: Mon Jun 18, 2012 1:11 pm
I completely understand your guilt, as I've done something that can only hurt myself in the end.
My advice is to keep from doing it again, whatever it was.
But the most important part is forgiving yourself.
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Posted: Mon Jun 18, 2012 1:38 pm
Cherry Ki My advice is to keep from doing it again, whatever it was. But the most important part is forgiving yourself. You know... it's not so much that I feel guilt as it is that if we get found out (there's another person involved) we're going to be in for a lot of grief from the world around us.
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Posted: Mon Jun 18, 2012 1:42 pm
I've done things I'm not proud of.. but I'm willing to take it to the grave before ever admitting it out loud. Though if it was found out, I'm willing to accept the consequences.. just not if I don't have to.
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Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2012 6:59 pm
Other Person Involved and I are meeting tomorrow to talk about it...
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Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2012 7:06 pm
i think we're all entitled to a few secrets.
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Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2012 10:01 pm
L4uren i think we're all entitled to a few secrets. Yeah... and when you need advice on one, it's a real bummer.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 4:58 am
Try to be easy on yourself and post again if you need to vent. 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 8:58 am
the mage-girl Try to be easy on yourself and post again if you need to vent. 3nodding Thanks... I'm going to see Other Party Involved (aka OPI from now on) this afternoon. We have a lot to talk about...
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Posted: Thu Jun 28, 2012 5:52 pm
Well... OPI and I have been discussing what happened. A lot. Neither of us regrets anything... and we both want to continue with what we began. It'll have to be in secret, though. Still, the alternative isn't really an option for us.
I guess it's full steam ahead into unknown waters.
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2012 9:30 am
Sounds a little scary... But I trust you know what you're doing. 3nodding
Good luck and be careful!
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2012 10:21 am
the mage-girl Sounds a little scary... But I trust you know what you're doing. 3nodding Good luck and be careful! Thanks emotion_hug Maybe some day I'll be able to tell the whole story openly.
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2012 11:09 am
 In your first post you stated that:
"I can't see a happy outcome to this, not for me."
Do you still feel this way, even after talking with OPI?
I, obviously, don't want to pry which is why I won't go more in-depth but it worried me when you wrote that.
Since you and OPI are still going to continue with it, i thought perhaps you feel differently now from your original post?
Keep in touch~!
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2012 12:46 pm
Aristocrat In Pink In your first post you stated that:
"I can't see a happy outcome to this, not for me."
Do you still feel this way, even after talking with OPI?
I, obviously, don't want to pry which is why I won't go more in-depth but it worried me when you wrote that.
Since you and OPI are still going to continue with it, i thought perhaps you feel differently now from your original post?
Keep in touch~! Maybe I should have phrased it differently... what's going on, it's wrong, but it's also... right. It makes us both happy, even if it can't last. When it ends, it's going to hurt, but I figure I may as well enjoy what i can while I can.
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Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2012 5:19 pm
How can something everyone else says is totally wrong feel so absolutely right?
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