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Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2012 7:16 am
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okay so maybe he wasn't a full blown sociopath but certainly had some sociopathic tendencies, like the shallow emotional spectrum, pathological egotism, lack of empathy etc.
it's hard because it was a 2 year relationship and one of my first. There was an abundance of things i shared with this guy that i wouldn't with anyone else. i wondered why the relationship was so private, why he didn't like to go out with my friends, didn't like drinking (probably because he would let slip something he didn't want me to see). But when he finally started showing his true colours to my friend she got a bit weary and planted the thought in my head, said there was definitely something missing from him, kindoff like a robot... the relationship ended messy and now there is just so much hatred and venom in him, and i can't help but think i started to figure him out, noticed his manipulation and stuff. what i'm trying to say is that i've never felt so disheartened before. i fell in love with someone who is incapable of loving back and i feel so profoundly stupid for falling for his games. He exploited my good nature and in some ways completely used me for his own needs (whatever they may have been). i was just wondering if someone had been in the same situation, or some advice on how to get over someone like this, i know it takes time but it seems 2 years of my life was wasted on unrequited love and i've never felt so shitty. advice is needed!!! i tried to cut him out of my life because he's just so poisonous but whenever he wants to talk i just melt and fall for all his bullsheet. i should just probably grow some balls and man up. sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 8:37 am
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 11:22 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2012 9:47 am
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2012 1:52 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2012 9:35 pm
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