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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 7:52 pm
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♥ The party that they talked about for many days after~August 26th 2012, 12:52 PM My life has been going so perfectly lately, as though I've been living within a fairy tale. I recently got a job doing something that I love, I'm with the man of my dreams and we're buying a house together. I thought for once that no matter what, nothing could tear me away from the castle of dreams-come-true that I'd been living in. And then a lot of things happened at once at my closest friend's 19th.
My so-called gay male friend said that he wanted to <******** me, which, when my partner of almost a year found out, went into frenzy and dragged me inside and away from his prying gaze. I felt and still feel disgusted and it's not because of my vodka headache. I mean who would have a one night stand with someone who's not only in a relationship, but who has slept with over 50 men and 4 women, when they could have a loving and lasting relationship where the sex means making love, not <********>? It just angers me that someone I grew up and went to school with has turned into such a... home wrecker. We weren't the only couple who felt his wrath of emotional destruction that night, nor was our incident as bad as others.
My Mathew and I never go out to parties, but we did just this once even when we both had a bad gut feeling. It was meant to be Skye's birthday, a time when we could laugh around the fire, eat the chocolate cheesecake that I made and just enjoy ourselves. It was meant to be her birthday. A time when she could forget everything. A time where she told us that she had been coughing up blood. A time when her boyfriend and I cried our eyes out at the thought of losing a member of our family. A time when I realised yet again how lucky I am to be surrounded by people that care about each other.
We never go to parties and yet that night was different and there was a reason that everything bad had happened. It was a wakeup call for me. It was a reminder of the people in my life; the people who cry because they care, the people who say 'I love you' because they mean it and the people who you cannot trust because they're two-faced.
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 10:24 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 11:13 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 11:17 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 11:19 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 11:29 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 11:46 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2012 11:48 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 26, 2012 4:47 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2012 6:10 pm
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♥ Shallow men who wonder why they're single~August 28th 2012, 11:10 AM So recently I began to talk to an old Gaia friend of mine and I just remembered why I was so happy when he left. The "man" is so superficial that whenever I speak to him I just want to throw fists at my laptop. What really ticks me off is the way he feels about women. Now I know most men care about looks and they can because they carry them, but for him, he can't really be fussy because there is really nothing aesthetically wonderful about him. I'm not saying this to be mean, however I am being realistic; he was born without arms which was really unfortunate for him and I do feel sympathy about his situation. But I really don't believe that gives him the right to go around calling women fat and saying he wouldn't date them because of their weight.
When I met Matt, I didn't find him attractive whatsoever, he was rough-looking and really frightened me. However I still accepted his dinner date because my mother has always told me never to judge people based on their appearance. So we went out and almost twelve months later we're really happy, living together and trying to buy our own property. Some days I sit and ponder about the fact that if I didn't say yes, what would my life be like now and would I still be this gleeful?
I guess that's why my armless friend's comment about appearance really hit home and affected me so badly. I mean, who cares about a person's weight, they're probably really kind and caring. Though I suppose he'll never find out because he'll only ever date women for their looks. Am I in the wrong here? Am I thinking too much into this?
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