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So I have had literally the worst year you can imagine, literally you, name it its happened to me this year. My "best friend" Stole all my money left me homeless and so ill i was on steroids for two months, i was sexually abused, half my family died, mostly from suicide or drink. I barely know any of my friends anymore.
All these issues have been there for a while but tonight i went to a friends birthday and everyone i knew was both 10x more beautiful (i'm talking draw drooping beautiful) plus more educated and sophisticated. And not to sound up myself but i was always the pretty one, that was my "thing" but now i don't even have that. I left early cause i didn't know how to deal with watching everyone else who had moved on in their lives, knowing i was further behind then i ever was.
I know this is a massive self indulgent rant but i literally have no idea where i am in life right now. This year everything i had in life has been taken away from me. My looks, my health, my social life, my family, my money, my independence, my education. I could Rant and cry about each of theese points for hours, but i know it won't change it. just seeing how well everyone else is made everything seem worse

appologies for the long post, but if this guilds not for ranting what is it for? heart

Wow Empress... from past posts it didn't seem like this stuff had never happened. I'm glad you decided to vent. And let's be honest, all rants are self-indulgent but every now and then necessary.

First, I can't believe all of those things happened to you, nobody deserves that. About your friends, sometimes it seems like everything's going perfect for them when it might not be. Also, they might've gotten real good with makeup and hair product over time. You never know!

For now, just worry about you. A lot of things have happened to you and it's time to start anew (haha now I'm Dr. Seuss). For clarification, where have you been staying since losing your home and money and how are your other family members? Don't answer if you don't want to.

But I be you have beautiful inner traits that they may not possess: Serenity, endurance...Radiance.
You are ina storm, and your strong enough to be able to go through it. I look up to you.