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That horrible moment when things get bad and you get upset. D;
this is a mature topic, looking for mature advice not the " OMG WAT A D0UCHE LEEEEVVVEEE HIMMMM" kthx.
I do need someone to talk too I'm really upset. :[
Well lately I have been getting really clingy to my boyfriend I finally smothered him too much.
I didn't mean to get so clingy, I really didn't.
I do admit this screw up is all on me, it is my bad.
What happened was, this morning my boyfriend was getting sick I wasn't sleeping due to cold meds keeping me up and I was really cranky. anyway he left to go get a game fixed, no problem.
Then I fall asleep and my stupid alarm went off an hour later if that and i see a text on my phone that he was going to help his mom and I flew off the rocker, I don't remember exactly all I said due to being uber tired but I was being very irrational and just being a plain b***h.
Then he said I was acting like his ex, which in a way I was. =c (I hate admitting that)
Uhg anyway he came home and bought me Starbucks and we smoked a cigarette.
I apologized to him because my mom brought me back down to Earth, I see where I ******** up.
I should not have been so irrational over something so small, and I shouldn't have been so whiny when I didn't get my way.
Well he came home for dinner at two AM (he works nights) that is his dinner break.
anyway he still called me babe and helped me get the dogs back in the fence. They got out some how. .-.
And then we kidded around a little bit and held a conversation, no yelling or bitchin' just kidding around and stuff.
He is still feelin sick though.
He said we needed to talk though.
He wants to take a little break, I think he is going to go to his moms and chill for a bit because we have been bickering a little bit and I have been getting pretty bitchy so we are thinking we have been spending too much time together. He didn't yell at me and he was pretty cool about that when he said it. Of course I was tearing up and saying no to it but I finally came around cause i see where I smothered him and I don't blame him from needing a short breather. He said it is only going to be a week long breather but I'm still uhg....
I feel terrible for acting so childish. I see where I messed up and trust me i learned from it. I wish he wouldn't go on a break but I understand why we are doing it.
He promised that he wasn't going to leave me and he says he still loves me.
I just still feel sad and upset. ;-;
In other news I'm a day late on my period, now two days late. We have been trying for a baby so fingers crossed.
UPDATE
He is staying at his moms for a bit. He says he needs a breather cause I was being too clingy. He has no intentions of leaving me, cheating on me or anything bad like that he just needs a break.
=<
He's coming to get some clothes then he's going to his moms.
It's gonna be hard to not cry.
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