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Posted: Tue Jul 09, 2013 1:40 pm
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I just recently noticed (about half an hour ago actually, well, many times before I just hadn't dwelled on it till now) that people act different with me than they do other people, I can talk to a person and feel like they understand me and are "on my level" if you know what I mean, but bring someone else along and that person seems different, and I feel so naive and innocent, and different, like I'm suddenly on a different wavelength to them, I feel so weird, I have absolutely no idea what to talk about and feel the way a little kid does when surrounded by adults, I'm awkward in conversation even with people my age who all seem to understand each other just fine, I know people who likes me because I weird them out a bit and I'm spontaneous but I don't really like being liked for that, I'm very unpopular for not being like everyone else and have a small friend circle and I worry a lot about boring people with my conversation, I communicate better through typing than face to face speaking because I can stop and think about it, what sounds okay in my head often doesn't have the desired effect when I say it out loud, I hate being ignored but I hate people trying to get my attention when I don't want to give it too, I can't "hate" people, I can "dislike" them and my opinion of people changes rather erratically when they do something I like or dislike, I can't stay mad for more than an hour and I usually come crawling back like a kicked puppy. In short, I feel like I'm from another planet. I also feel a bit pathetic for going onto a forum and wasting people's time with this, I feel like an attention whore, but I really needed somewhere to vent XD
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Posted: Tue Jul 09, 2013 2:58 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 09, 2013 3:05 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 09, 2013 5:32 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 09, 2013 8:04 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 10, 2013 10:29 am
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