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Posted: Fri Dec 12, 2014 8:26 pm
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I had an ex who I thought I could trust so I told him that when I was around 8, something very traumatic happen to me, so I didn't want to do anything sexual with him until I was ready or until I was married. But, after months of pressuring me, he finally convinced me to try and have sex with him, even though I didn't want to. I never vocally said no or tried to stop him, but when he got me alone, he took off his pants and was already hard, so I freaked out and started to shake really badly because I was having flashbacks. He knew about them and it was obvious I didn't want to go through with it, but he still went ahead and tried to have sex with me. I couldn't look him in the eyes, I was in a horrible amount of pain that I was close to crying (and I have a high tolerance for pain mind you and a virgin), and I was whimpering very loudly so I know he heard me, but yet, he still kept going. After 20 minutes, neither of us cumming mind you, he just got up, opened the door to 'let the stink out' (we were in his friend's car so...yeah), and then just kind of left me lying there until I dressed and we went on through the rest of the night. I haven't told anyone but a very few close people, but I was always curious to know whether or not this falls under rape or sexual assault. I just need to get of get over this fully because it's been three years and I still can't help but think about it to this day...
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Posted: Sat Dec 13, 2014 3:54 am
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K Milan-Princess of Filor
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Posted: Sat Dec 13, 2014 5:16 am
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Posted: Sat Dec 13, 2014 8:27 am
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Posted: Sat Dec 13, 2014 8:33 am
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Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2015 6:59 pm
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Lovely Little Neko14 I had an ex who I thought I could trust so I told him that when I was around 8, something very traumatic happen to me, so I didn't want to do anything sexual with him until I was ready or until I was married. But, after months of pressuring me, he finally convinced me to try and have sex with him, even though I didn't want to. I never vocally said no or tried to stop him, but when he got me alone, he took off his pants and was already hard, so I freaked out and started to shake really badly because I was having flashbacks. He knew about them and it was obvious I didn't want to go through with it, but he still went ahead and tried to have sex with me. I couldn't look him in the eyes, I was in a horrible amount of pain that I was close to crying (and I have a high tolerance for pain mind you and a virgin), and I was whimpering very loudly so I know he heard me, but yet, he still kept going. After 20 minutes, neither of us cumming mind you, he just got up, opened the door to 'let the stink out' (we were in his friend's car so...yeah), and then just kind of left me lying there until I dressed and we went on through the rest of the night. I haven't told anyone but a very few close people, but I was always curious to know whether or not this falls under rape or sexual assault. I just need to get of get over this fully because it's been three years and I still can't help but think about it to this day...
There are people who only want to be satisfied sexually. So, he didn't care about your feelings at all and just did the intercourse. It's not easy to get over this. You had a traumatic experience. He didn't care at all.
If the traumatic experience bothers your life, for example depressive moments, you can't focus in your work. Try to seek professional help.
I never tried professional help much. But I believe it may help since they are professionals.
Good luck
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Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2015 9:24 pm
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