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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 11:58 am
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 12:52 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 1:09 pm
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James Macmillan
James began to trace small shapes along the man's chest once it was said that Seiji was warmer. He was relieved that he could help Seiji, even if it was just something small like warming him up. The doctor had placed kisses against James' forehead, which earned a bright blush, and he chuckled softly at Seiji's observation of their fast paced relationship. "We probably were. I'm glad that I can help you right now though. I would love to make a perverted joke about helping you in all sorts of ways to warm you up, but remaining in an innocent position like this is a nice change of pace... Not that you being naked and me being in only your shirt and my boxers is innocent, but you get my drift."
Sitting up a little, James looked down at Seiji with a warm smile. He reached up to touch the locks of hair that were still silver and spoke softly, "I know that we don't know much of anything about one another, but since I now know of your curse I had a rather odd question for you. You told me that the one who cursed you is no longer amongst the living, but I may have a way to try and contact that person if you ever want to give it a try. ...Call it a perk of having a demon father, if you will." His fingers ran through Seiji's tresses as he continued, "But I wouldn't want to meddle, so I won't try and make contact unless you give me permission."
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"I can dim the lights and sing you songs full of sad things. We can do the tango just for two. I can serenade and gently play on your heartstrings, be a Valentino just for you. Oh love, oh lover boy, whatcha doin tonight (hey boy!) Set my alarm, turn on my charm, that's because I'm a good old fashioned lover boy!"
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 5:15 pm
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D R.| + |S E I J I| + |K O G A N A G I
Seiji listened to the other as he spoke and had even turned his attention to him when he had sat up and began touching his hair, his blue eyes taking in the boy's traits. He didn't have the big pleading eyes nor the messy cute hair that he normally looked for in a partner but he was interesting to Seiji enough. Somehow he reminded him of... Reaching up. Seiji rest his hand under the other's chin, tilting his head from side to side. He reminds me so much of you, Kokoro. Your personalities are a little different and your hair and eyes aren't the same color nor are they same shape, yet somehow, he makes me think of you." Sighing softly with a smile, Seiji releases the boy and shakes his head. No, they certainly were not the same, there was something else that attracted Seiji's attention about the boy but he just couldn't out his finger on it. "That is not necessary. Although Kokoro did this to me, I have never hated him and loved him regardless but even so, I do not have anything further to say to him. I have learned why I had never seemed to be able to get my love through to him now that I am older and understand better. Sometimes, it doesn't matter how much you say things, it matters how you show it. I had failed to show the one I cherished how much I loved him and have paid the price by not only receiving this curse but by losing his love. I only hope now that he is in peace and wish his children and wife well."
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 5:49 pm
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James Macmillan
James watched Seiji curiously prior to the man reaching up to take ahold of his chin. As his head was tilted side to side he blinked in confusion, and then stared down at Seiji with a small frown. Did he have something on his face? Did he say something weird? The doctor had sighed, smiled, and proceeded to tell the student that making contact was not necessary. Once Seiji had finished speaking, James settled back down in the bed and held onto him. "I think it's a little unfair to be expected to show how much you love someone. What if you don't know how to show your love? What if you've never been in such a relationship and so you're constantly terrified of screwing up; you're so hesitant to do anything wrong and so you end up unable to show it, should you be punished then?" His lids closed over his red hues as he began to trace the man's name on his chest idly. "Love is so complicated. I fear falling in love more than anything in the world or underworld."
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"I can dim the lights and sing you songs full of sad things. We can do the tango just for two. I can serenade and gently play on your heartstrings, be a Valentino just for you. Oh love, oh lover boy, whatcha doin tonight (hey boy!) Set my alarm, turn on my charm, that's because I'm a good old fashioned lover boy!"
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 5:58 pm
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D R.| + |S E I J I| + |K O G A N A G I
Seiji only smiled as he listened to the boy again and gently stroked his back through his shirt. How did the conversation move from sex to love? Seiji found that to be rather amusing and even chuckled from it before he turned his eyes to James with a soft smile. "It is true that love can be scary, but when you are in a relationship and you find it hard to show your lover how you feel, you should explain as such. Sharing everything with each other is important, it is also something I failed to do with Kokoro often and it is why I ended up pushing him away and lost him. Besides, I may not have loved him as I thought to begin with, and I will tell you why..." Seiji raised the other's chin again to look him in the eyes with a smile. "You know when you are in love when you only think of that person and are only willing to give yourself to them completely. Your heart will feel it, and you will unconsciously show it in the things that you do whether they be small or large. If it is really meant to be, you will know how to show it and the one you love can see your love, even if they want to hear you say it over and over just to quell their fears. That is how true love works in life." Seiji released him once more as he looked up at the ceiling, his blue eyes closing as he heaved a small sigh. "I wasn't able to show how I felt for Kokoro and he could not see it. I was young and naïve and my stupidity hurt someone I cared about. Ever since I have been trying to find someone who I know I care for in that way...someone I know I can show how I really feel and not just say I do on a whim. I don't want to hurt another person for my mistake, even if they were able to move on and forgive me like Kokoro had."
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 7:34 pm
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James Macmillan
It was interesting how James could turn a conversation just from a small thought, but he supposed that was because he talked too much. Seiji began to talk to him about what love truly was and why he should not be afraid of it. The blonde looked up at him as his chin was tilted, and even after his chin was released he continued to watch the older male.
Seiji continued to explain his reasoning and James had to admit that it made sense. However, the student still had an unsettling fear behind falling in love. Perhaps that had to do with his former peers and how they treated him. If someone found out about his telepathy then the whole town shunned him, beat him, and would leave him for dead in most cases. The student let out a sigh as he intertwined their legs. "Kokoro didn't seem to forgive you since he's the one that placed the curse.. And I heard a phrase once that I found to be interesting. If two people can break up and still be close friends then either they still love each other or they never loved the other to begin with."
The feeling of Seiji's fingers sliding along his back made him shiver violently every time they ran over a specific spot; that spot made him jolt forward into Seiji, his back arching, as he gripped the man's chest. "Ah well, if I'm supposed to fall in love then it'll happen one day. Until then I suppose I'll happily be your eye candy", he responded with a grin as he looked up at the older male to try and lighten the mood.
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"I can dim the lights and sing you songs full of sad things. We can do the tango just for two. I can serenade and gently play on your heartstrings, be a Valentino just for you. Oh love, oh lover boy, whatcha doin tonight (hey boy!) Set my alarm, turn on my charm, that's because I'm a good old fashioned lover boy!"
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 7:51 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 8:07 pm
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James Macmillan
Ah, so the pair truly was naive through and through it appeared as Seiji revealed that Kokoro did not know how to remove the curse. He could only imagine how life must have been for either party. James gasped as Seiji rubbed over his spot repeatedly. He squirmed and whimpered in the man's arm as he was scolded for calling himself eye candy. The student blushed deeply as his lips parted to let out a soft moan before the doctor finally released his spot.
James pouted up at the doctor before hearing about how the doctor had not been with as many people as he originally said. "I was kidding about being eye candy, you know, but I am flattered that you think better of me then that. I do feel rather blessed to know your secret and I will protect it with my life, just as I'll protect you when you are in your vulnerable state."
The student shifted positions to be laying slightly on top of him, resting his chest against Seiji's in order to be able to look at him, before continuing, "And I don't think I'd be able to resist the urge to pet you the next time, so I'm glad you gave me permission... Oh, and I'm sorry that I rambled while you were transformed.."
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"I can dim the lights and sing you songs full of sad things. We can do the tango just for two. I can serenade and gently play on your heartstrings, be a Valentino just for you. Oh love, oh lover boy, whatcha doin tonight (hey boy!) Set my alarm, turn on my charm, that's because I'm a good old fashioned lover boy!"
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 8:15 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 8:30 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 8:32 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 8:46 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 26, 2014 6:50 am
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