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Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2012 10:36 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 18, 2013 6:54 am
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Posted: Wed Dec 18, 2013 1:03 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 18, 2013 5:55 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 18, 2013 7:36 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 21, 2013 10:41 am
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Posted: Sat Dec 21, 2013 2:04 pm
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I was 18 or 19, I think? I'm 27 now, for the record. It's strange, it's not like I wasn't aware of other sexualities, since one of my best friends was queer, and I was interested in gay rights. I wrote a term paper in high school on marriage equality. It just never occurred to me that I wasn't straight. I hadn't really had any intense feelings for anyone, boy or girl, until university, and then WHAM, I fell head over heels in love with a girl. Complete shock to the system. I realized I'd never really felt attracted to any guys, so I jumped to the conclusion that I must be a lesbian, and I identified that way for a few years until I fell just as hard for a guy. That was fun. razz Most people seem to get this confusion stuff out of the way a lot earlier, haha.
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Posted: Sat Dec 21, 2013 9:55 pm
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Hotty-Chans-Yaoi ( Original Poster; I hope you know that Transsexual means someone who has undergone the surgery/hormone treatment. Transgender is the correct word for someone who is usually just discovering these things and has had no bodily modifications yet. )
I would have to disagree with your interpretation of transgender and transsexual, Hotty. Transgender is used widely as an umbrella term which includes transsexual, agender, bigender, neutrois, and genderqueer individuals. For example, I am genderqueer, which also makes me transgender—but in no way means I will become transsexual in the future, let alone have any surgery done. As well, there are many transsexuals who have not undergone surgery or HRT—and they are no less transsexual than those who have been able to take those steps in their transitioning processes.
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Anyway, when did I know I was transgender? I didn't discover I was trans until fairly recently. After a pretty complicated past, coming to terms with my gender had always been a struggle; worse, I never believed I could actually question my assigned gender. I just thought—this is what I am, so I have to fulfill that role. If I fail, I have to try again. And if I fail, there's obviously something wrong with me.
Needless to say, that cycle became worse and worse until I made a big decision to step away from it and really think on who—and what—I was. That was earlier this year.
As a child, though, I never questioned my gender.
I discovered my sexuality in high school, but never truly accepted nor understood its complexities until years later. If we want to use specific labels here, I am a panromantic demisexual. However, I most prefer an asexual partner than someone of another sexuality (even the same as my own).
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Posted: Mon Dec 23, 2013 8:26 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 31, 2013 7:55 am
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Posted: Wed Jan 01, 2014 7:52 pm
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I remember in elementary school I would tend to hang out with guys that were cuter. However, that is merely a retrospective epiphany, since the moment I realized I was bisexual came a lot later.
I think I was 14 years old. I was still getting used to the changes going on with my body, which had to start happening on top of all of the blah blah blah at school and I also had just started to explore the internet. It's because of the internet that I definitively found out what I like in guys. Around the same time, I watched a lot of anime on Toonami on Cartoon Network including Dragonball Z but also Yu Yu Hakusho, Rurouni Kenshin, Blue Submarine No. 6, Sailor Moon. Lots of male characters and female characters alike had very attractive clavicles, necks, shoulders, jawlines, cheeks... heart
Some years later, I think I was around 18 years old then, I came out openly. Publicly. On Myspace. Then I got a lot of friend requests from guys I never met before... o.o so when I joined Facebook I never told anyone I was bi or joined any LGBT groups right away.
I wouldn't say I'm "closeted" bisexual, just I never really get to tell people that often and I'm socially awkward. I haven't been to a gay bar, though I would like to one day.
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Posted: Wed Jan 01, 2014 7:54 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 8:20 am
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Posted: Fri Jan 03, 2014 12:14 am
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well, when i was in 4th, 5th grade maybe? people started talking about crushes. oh dear lord, that was awkward.
long story short, not much of an interest, i just wanted to read and be left alone, kinda. (i wasn't all that popular, was bullied, yadda yadda.) and everyone else was, so i was wondering why i wasn't at all, was it because i wasn't friends with them, etc. etc.
so then in middle school, hormones start kicking in, still barely nothing. like, where's the magical boy crazy or girl crazy thing coming in? nothing. so naturally, i thought that was really odd, and then google came into the picture. so i googled stuff for a day, gave up on that for a while.
i ended up developing a small crush that year (6th), so i figured heey looks like it's not all nuts after all.
then, in 8th, google came back in the picture again, discovered AVEN, had an epiphany thing, and then came the whole flip of "am i sure i'm this???" and so on. by that time i knew i probably wasn't straight, but i knew i would date a guy. so, not gay, but otherwise nothing.
and then i woke up one day, went on with everything, and realized in the middle of the day that i hadn't really cared for a long time. (as in, a month or maybe 2.)
so basically, i had went from "omgomg what is it i'm so lost and confused" to "LOL SCREW THIS MAN" somewhere along the line. with very little transition to "lol screw it."
so i don't really identify as anything? if i had to pick, i'd probably say like, any equivalent of X, as that's what i consistently match up with on quizzes and such. (x= nonsexual, on kinsey thing. there's other tests, which i've taken in extreme boredom situations, pretty much the same thing).
but yeah, i used to identify as ace-panromantic, and now i don't identify as anything. however, i know i'm not straight so that's one thing? x
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