-The Past is History-

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

So, I put in a contact form for that place that buys houses today. Cross your fingers for me. I am starting to feel anxious and nervous but I HAVE to do this for myself and my future. I have to do this to be happy! I have to get away from Robert and I WANT more than anything in my entire life to be with Shelby! So I am doing this. I won't back down! I'm just hoping they will be willing to buy my house for a decent amount otherwise I am going to be stuck with Mr. a*****e for a very long time unless I happen to pull a job out of my a** by some miracle. Even then I might be stuck a while.

I did feel pretty clever earlier though. I had to wash dishes so I played my love song playlist I've been compiling on Spotify. I sang really loud at the top of my lungs. Every glorious song about my love for HER and he never caught on. It felt WONDERFUL! I really just want to tell him I hate him and tell him to ******** off but I know I can't. Things will go to hell. He will keep me even more cooped up and be even more controlling or worse he will go off his rocker and start hitting me or something! So for now I guess I have to bide my time like a pokemon and then unleash my rage when the time is right UGH. Its killing me. I hate it. He says I love you every day. I can tell he doesn't mean it because he sounds like I do when I have to say it back to him. Sometimes guess he catches on because he keeps asking whats wrong and I always have to say that I have headache, or I don't feel good, or that I am distracted by something online. Everyday this place becomes more and more like a cage.

At least I can be thankful that he stays in the room watching TV and I stay in here on the computer most of the time.
 

[Isis Sister Of Osiris]

RainbowPop26

emotion_hug Good luck with that! I know it's hard for you...

He's [voice="George Takei"]a douchebag.[/voice] I wouldn't be at all surprised if he does hit you some day or turns out to be on some sort of drugs.

Nice trick with the playlist cat_xp

I'll be so happy when you're free of him! emotion_hug  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

Gigi Deveraux

He's [voice="George Takei"]a douchebag.[/voice] I wouldn't be at all surprised if he does hit you some day or turns out to be on some sort of drugs.

Nice trick with the playlist cat_xp

I'll be so happy when you're free of him! emotion_hug

*snickers* Love the Takei voice!

He's hit me before but he claimed that he was only playing around at the time (it was when he was cheating on me... he hit me in the stomach) Now he claims he doesn't even remember doing it. I can't really see him being on drugs honestly but I suppose its possible.

Haha thanks <3 It was awesome!

Me too! emotion_hug

 

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

My Daily Feelings Playlist:

Hate:
[X] - Thanks Gigi! (Its become one of my favorite songs lol)

Motivation:
[X] My Friend Amanda Sent me on this Spotify.

Love:
[X]

 

[Isis Sister Of Osiris]

RainbowPop26

emotion_hug I like the last one.  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

^_^ Yay thanks <3 I really love that song  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

My Daily Feelings Playlist:

Hate: [X] - Its Perfect

Motivation: [X] - Thanks Gigi if you have anymore feel free to share them since I have like three songs on my playlist for motivation.

Love: [X] - (Okay take away the dialog and change it to she and its perfect! Btw I love this movie! <3 )  

[Isis Sister Of Osiris]

emotion_hug I'll look for some more motivators for you emotion_hug

Have you heard from those house-buyers?  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

Gigi Deveraux

emotion_hug I'll look for some more motivators for you emotion_hug

Have you heard from those house-buyers?

emotion_hug Thanks <3

sad No unfortunately not. Maybe they will call today since yesterday was a holiday.  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

So, here I was naively thinking that all my stuff could fit in a car when I leave. When I woke up this morning I realized I have the following items:

A Cedar Chest that belonged to my mom that now has to be resurfaced because Robert and I had trouble getting it in the house and it got all scratched on the porch.

My Dining Room Table & Chairs - Been in my family for years

My Mom's TV

My Freezer that I freaking paid for.

My Coffee Table & In Tables

A Wall Mirror that was in my room my whole life

Various Items in the storage shed at my house that belongs to me
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I refuse to leave any of these items for the retard and his vulturous family....so any suggestions about how I move all this crap short of buy a SUV and not a car? ( I just wanted a car really)... and rental places won't let you rent a trailer unless you have a truck or SUV.



Edit: *DING* The lightbulb just went off in my head:

I buy a car here. I move my stuff to a storage place here in TN (maybe I can get Tiff's dad to help me with that part, they have a trailer). Go down there, figure out where I am staying etc etc. Bring Tiff back up here and drop her off then get a uhaul with a car hitch and get all my stuff.  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

Hello Angel,
Thank you for contacting us regarding your home in Centerville, unfortunately we do not cover Hickman County at this time.

Thank you again and I wish you the best with the sale of your home.


Denese Legieza
TN HomeBuyers, Inc

crying crying crying crying crying  

[Isis Sister Of Osiris]

RainbowPop26

Hello Angel,
Thank you for contacting us regarding your home in Centerville, unfortunately we do not cover Hickman County at this time.

Thank you again and I wish you the best with the sale of your home.


Denese Legieza
TN HomeBuyers, Inc

crying crying crying crying crying

AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!

emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug

Well, you can always try elsewhere, right?  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

Gigi Deveraux

AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!

emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug

Well, you can always try elsewhere, right?

Yea I've sent in forms to a few other places... hopefully they will get back to me...  

[The_9th_Doctors_Rose]

My Daily Playlist:

Hate: [X]

Motivation: [X]

Love: [X]


What the frack? O.O

Gaia Arch is a c**k Blocker!  

[Isis Sister Of Osiris]

RainbowPop26

What the frack? O.O

Gaia Arch is a c**k Blocker!

Wait, what?