GGG Most WANTED ~ CLOSED

[ThisEmptySoul]

{{ dramallama looks funny}}

*feels some relief at Katana leaving, looking Ryzan in the face seriously*
I had to say something to give you closure. I meant it when I said I needed to talk to Psyzapp first, but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop working at it from other angles while I wait for that opportunity.

*glances around the room again to make sure no one is around before pulling Ryzan closer and holding him to his chest*
.... this is why I want you to go. I'm only going to disappoint you.  

[Ryzan Vixtul]

*gradually gives up on trying to push Tes and cries into his chest*
You are so cruel...

How can you embrace me as you do and then expect me to leave? How can you kiss me like you do and then expect me to leave?

*clenches his fists and shakes harder*
How can you say you love me and then expect me to leave?

*burries his face in Tes' chest*
It is cruel....  

[damecharlie]

((Man... sweatdrop stressed sweatdrop sad neutral burning_eyes cry confused sweatdrop stressed ... 3nodding ))  

[ThisEmptySoul]

*swallows hard and stands silent, not knowing how to answer him*

.........

..........

................ I'm sorry....  

[Ryzan Vixtul]

*tries to resist, but after being held so close for long enough he cannot help but return the embrace*
It is not fair. You have said that I must find someone else.... jhal, how am I to find someone else when you are the one I truely desire? These moments we have when no one else is around... I cannot just forget them as you seem to. They mean so much to me. If you do not feel the same for me.... I do not understand why you do these things at all.

*clings to Tes tightly*
If you can do these things with me, why can we not just be together?  

[damecharlie]

((He has a point, you a**.

"Because I do not love you in that way."

...He has a point, Ryzan.

... stressed gonk ))  

[ThisEmptySoul]

{{ rofl Quite a complicated situation. }}

You already know the answer to that, Ry....
*combs his fingers through Ryzan's hair*

Sometimes.... I just don't know what else to do when you're upset. I too often go for the fastest and easiest way I know to comfort you, even though I know it isn't fair to you. I've tried to ignore it and not care, hoping that you would get so frustrated that you can't stand me, but when I see you falling into that same kind of depression you had when I left...

... I don't want you to do something stupid because of me.

*shifts around and clears his throat nervously*
... I didn't want to admit it... but... I... after we married... *cough*

... for your sake.... *looks away, flustered* I really tried to be your husband. You were forced into this marriage just as much as I was, and it was all my fault. You didn't deserve to have your chance at meeting someone stripped from you like that.  

[Ryzan Vixtul]

*shakes his head*
Nau....

*looks up at Tes, keeping his arms wrapped tightly around him*
Nau! It was my idea! Given enough time, you might have found another way. I... *looks down, shamefaced* ... I cannot say that I did not have motivations of my own when I made the suggestion. I wanted to be with you. You were the one who was deprived of finding love. Not I.

*bottom lip quivers as he begins to tear up again*
I used your plight to fulfill my own desires.

..... *loosens his hold and hangs his head*
I see. It is no wonder, now, why you wish to punish me...  

[gamerkitty87]

*walks in slowly looking like i am about to pass out*  

[ThisEmptySoul]

I'm not!
*moves his hand under Ryzan's chin and pushes up, making him look him in the eyes*

I am not trying to punish you, Ry. You... *fights the urge to look away from embarrassment* ..... you are more dear to me than I care to admit, and at times... I think it would be a lot easier if.... if I were..... *swallows hard* ...

.... I'm sorry, R'zn. I don't mean to make you feel like I'm trying to punish you. I really believe you would be better off if you went home.

*hearing someone else in the bar, he jerks away from Ryzan suddenly and awkwardly*  

[Ryzan Vixtul]

*blushes profusely, quickly wiping his face and straightening his hair while taking a few steps back away from Tes*
V... Vendui', Dragonoid.

*notices how tired he looks and frowns*
I am afraid you cannot sleep here.  

[ThisEmptySoul]

*coughs nervously*
Speaking of sleep... I think I should get going and have myself some of that about now.

*picks up his grunnies and heads out quickly*  

[Ryzan Vixtul]

Nau! Quortek! Please do not.... *before he can finish, Tes is already out the door* ... leave...

*frowns and goes back to his glass of wine, refilling it and drinking it down quickly*  

[lady ayami chan]

*materializes into the bar and leaves a note*  

[lady ayami chan]

Good Morning lovelies,
I, Lady Ayami, have business to attend to this morn.
I, Lady Leko, should b returning after the noon hour.
If anyone needs me, either of me, in the mean time please either leave me a message or wait for my return.
Yours,
Lady Ayami-chan