Neko Slave rp

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

The last memory was of the day Yuki had found out she was pregnant with Miyoko. She mostly focused on Severuses smile, she wished she could bring that smile back to his gorgiouse face. She loved him with her whole heart and she had messed it all up with one mistake and she wouldnt blame him if her hated her for it.  

[ShadowWraith17]

-quietly, he let images of yuki's gorgeous face, her blinding smile and her incredible personality fill his mind-................she's the one who did it.......so why do i feel like it's somehow my fault......i did nothing wrong........im the victim..............yuki................your the victim here..............not me.........  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

Yuki hated herself for hurting Severus and her soon to be new baby girl. She was killing them both in diffrent ways, she was literally killing the baby and she was crushing Severuses heart. She wanted to show how sorry she was and to stop hurting the people around her. She didnt want to lose Severus, she truly needed him in her life.  

[ShadowWraith17]

-severus stopped praying, and sat against a tree, he wanted to try and collect his thought's, moreso, he wanted to forgive yuki, but for the time, that was just asking far to much-..............  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

Yuki knew he couldnt forgive her because she couldnt even forgive herself yet. She hated her own guts how could he not? She layed on the bed with the image of his amazing smile in her mind, his smile always made her smiled too so at the image she had to smile.  

[ShadowWraith17]

.................yuki.....i love you with all my heart.........but im going to................im not sure what to do...i want to forgive you, just start over...........but your making it so difficult  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

Yuki still had tears runing out of her closed eyes as she smiled at the mental image of his smile. She also tried to think of ways to fix her relationship but it was so hard, she wished she could just act like it hadnt happend and it would all go back to normal. After everything they had been through she messed up her and her husbands life by betraying him, she wished she could just kill herself to save him from the pain but she had four children and she had to take care of them.  

[ShadowWraith17]

.................-severus had walked back to the hospital and sat once more in the window sill, looking at yuki-..............  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

Yuki hadnt seen or heard him come in because she was so lost in thought with her eyes closed. She had her hand on her tummy and she still had slow tears runing down her cheek.  

[ShadowWraith17]

-he watched her, but stayed quiet-..................-he finally spoke up-........yuki  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

Yuki jumped at the sudden sound of his voice and she snqped out of her thoughts. "Yeah." She looked at him whiping her tears and wondering when he had gotten there.

((u trying to figure my name out? haha))  

[ShadowWraith17]

(starts with an S and the first three letters are something that blue half the time and black the other half.....)

...........we'll work past this..........  

[xXRaising_Fallen_SoulsXx]

((have u figured the first three letters out, if so send them to me in a pm.))

Yuki nodded and tried to smile but it was clearly fake. "I hope so Severus, I love youwith my whole heart. Bfore you my life was a black hole, I need you to keep me from becoming darkness again." She stared at him her eyes emotionless, she didnt let her sadness show.  

[ShadowWraith17]

-he smiled reassuringly to her-i will never leave you.....this is just a confusing time for both of us.....