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New RN's. How bout it? |
I desire to serve the Mistress and her ladies unconditionally |
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I just want a drink |
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Say What? |
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Oh gawd. How am I going to walk in those heels? |
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 12:57 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 1:00 am
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SP-O Wlm Dougherty rolled 5 6-sided dice:
4, 1, 1, 2, 2
Total: 10 (5-30)
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 1:05 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 1:09 am
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Intellectual Conversationalist
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 1:22 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 5:14 am
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{{*cues wavy flashback effect to signal the Tes and Ryzan retropost sequence* I'm actually going to borrow a lot of Exor's posting style for this. You'll probably see why in a moment. Hooray for colors? For the sake of ease for both myself and readers, just pretend all the dialogue is in Drow. If you don't like long posts, I suggest you skip the whole thing. I just felt like writing... a lot.}}
*Saturday afternoon, after Ryzan had let the two of them into his quarters, they talked briefly, mostly to decide who will be sleeping in the bed. They soon part ways, Ryzan going to his room and Tes to the lounge. Since Ryzan had been more vocal about his sleeping problems it seemed best that he have the more comfortable accommodations. Once in the lounge, Tes takes off his tie and wristbands, then empties his pockets out onto a nearby table, making sure to place at the bottom of the pile the white ponytail he carries around so that it is not easily seen. He takes off his glasses and sets them next to the pile before removing his shoes and tucking them under the couch.
While taking some time to find a comfortable position to lay in, an image of Ryzan sleeping on the couch in Psyzapp's office flashes through his mind. His brow furrows, feeling irritated by the thought.* Why do I keep thinking about that? It's not like I haven't seen Ryzan sleeping before. Hell... I've been in bed with him before. What's the big deal? I don't get it... *He turns over several times, but no matter what, it seems no position is comfortable enough. Giving up on it, he just lays on his back and stares at the ceiling. Once again, his thoughts wander back to the other day in Psyzapp's office, causing him to let out a slight groan* It's Ryzan for crying out loud! He's a guy! I'm not into guys!
*Frustrated, he tries to flood his mind with memories of women he had been with to drown out the recurring images. It doesn't take long before he gets to Miro, the high elf woman. Due to how long they had known each other, memories with her were the most vivid, but were also immediately followed by the feeling of guilt realizing what all had come to pass because of his interactions with her. He shakes his head and tries to think only of his life on this world to escape the guilt, but aside from being stalked, teased, and flirted with he can't remember actually being with someone.* Dammit. There had to have been someone somewhere along the line. I could practically have my pick of whoever I wanted if Ryzan wasn't here. If he had just gone home, I wouldn't have all this pent up frustration in the first place. I would have found someone already, even if just for a night or two.
*Rubs his face with both hands, starting to become angry at Ryzan. As he drags his hands up and down his face, he feels his wedding band against his cheek. Resting his right hand on his forehead, he pulls his left hand away and looks at it, focusing in on his ring. Letting out a sigh, he starts to calm down.* Who am I trying to fool? I've been wearing this the whole time. I never took it off... I didn't want to. I... I still don't want to. I don't want anyone to be with me. I'll only feel bad about it...
*Twirls his ring around his finger.* So I'm just supposed to stay celibate for the rest of my life or something? The only person I don't feel guilty with is Ryzan... but... I can't... *Thinks again about the other day.* I can't... it doesn't feel right... or at least... *Remembers how he admired the feel of Ryzan's skin when he didn't realize it was Ryzan that he was touching* ... it never did before...
*Groans and rubs his forehead* What am I thinking!? There's just no way! This... this is all probably just some kind of phase. It'll go away soon enough on it's own and if I do something, I'm just going to feel like an idiot later. *Hears Katana's voice in his memory as if she were right there in the room with him* I think you're just scared. Scared? Why the hell would you say that? Because you're not going after what you want. Some rogue you are. *Lays still for a moment, running the dialogue through his head over and over.* She must have just said that to try to get me to humiliate myself even more than I already had. She doesn't know anything about this. She doesn't know what she's talking about. *Despite his efforts to disregard her statement, the words still ring in his head*
After a while of thinking everything over, he grabs his pocket watch off the table and checks the time, discovering several hours had passed and he was still awake* Dammit! My schedule is going to be all screwed up. *Plops back on the couch, staring up at the ceiling again. His mind finally begins to calm as he listens to the silence around him* .... I wonder if Ryzan is sleeping.... *He sets his watch back down on the table and quietly walks over to Ryzan's room. He starts to reach for the doorknob, but hesitates* He's asleep. I know he is. But... what if he isn't? What would I say? What am I even doing? *Swallows hard and slowly opens the door. Ryzan is laying in bed with his back turned toward the door, making it difficult to tell by seeing if he is asleep. Tes closes the door behind him, trying not to make a sound then walks up to the side of the bed. He speaks in a whisper, loud enough to hear but quiet enough to hopefully not wake Ryzan if he is in fact asleep* "R'zn... are you awake? R'zn?" *Waits for a moment, but doesn't get an answer or even a stir from Ryzan.*
Suddenly feeling nervous, he forces himself to take deep breaths* You've been in his bed before. He won't think anything of it. And you can't sleep on that couch. If he asks... just say that couch wasn't comfortable. That's not untrue... *Carefully, he slides into bed, being sure to make as little movement as possible to avoid waking Ryzan. Like in the lounge, he lays there on his back, staring at the ceiling* Just calm down. It's only Ryzan. This isn't anything new. *Gradually he starts to relax, feeling that maybe now he can get some rest. He closes his eyes and clears his head, trying to sleep.
Before long, Ryzan begins to stir causing a feeling of panic.* Shu shu shu shu shu! He's waking up! I need to get out of here! This was a stupid idea! *Starts edging away, but before he can get very far, Ryzan has his arm draped over him. His eye twitches as he looks over at him. Relieved that he's still asleep, he tries again to calm down, assuring himself that he'll be awake and gone before Ryzan even knew he was there. He returns to a clear mind and closes his eyes again when he notices Ryzan's scent.* He... he really does smell good... *Breathes it in, the smell somehow causing him to experience a deeper level of relaxation.* What is this...? Why does it feel so.... soothing? It's... it's..... nice....
Damn you... Ryzan....
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 6:37 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 6:46 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 6:49 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 6:51 am
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Intellectual Conversationalist
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 6:59 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 6:59 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 7:19 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 7:30 am
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Intellectual Conversationalist
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Posted: Sun Mar 21, 2010 7:49 am
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