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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 2:43 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 2:46 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 2:49 pm
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"So if there's someone that you kind of fancy, first order of business is to learn more about them. Strike up a conversation with them. I know, I keep trying. It's difficult for me, but I like the person. They seem cool, so I'd like to know more about them. From them. Sure, it's Facebook, I can find out plenty without talking to them, but that's impersonal. I've been too afraid for too long to just sit back and assume that I'm not good enough. I still do that, but I have to try. Put forth that effort. Hopefully, that person will realized the effort it's taking for me to do what I do, and appreciate it. I'm not a bad guy. . .I don't think. I mean, my D&D alignment tends towards Chaotic Good, but I'm still good. xD" How about you work first on the friendship before trying to mix any romantic feelings into the mix? It's hard sometimes, I know - I've done it myself. But it'll make it easier to realize when you're trying to sugarcoat something that's not good for you... that's not even meant for you.
I definitely realize the effort it's taking for you to do what you're doing. Trust me, I know. I've been in the same boat before. But do realize that you won't always get the end result you're wanting.
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 2:53 pm
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And then we're back to "woe is me"..."You all...this week has been so hellish for me. Each day it gets worse. Yeah, I go out of my way, sometimes to the point of annoying, I'm sure, to share things that I feel would brighten each and every one of your days. I will crack jokes, even now when I feel exceptionally...well, you all probably know by now. I mean, I'm the resident sad sack here. I wish the things I say to people wouldn't get taken the wrong way. I wish I could have a decent conversation with someone I find to be pretty damn cool. Someone I want to get to know better. Someone I rather fancy. I am feeling regret, guilt, regret about the guilt, then guilt about the regret, and so on...I wish I wasn't intelligent and foolish. I'm an idiot to think someone would understand me, and actually like me. I wonder if I am just destined to be alone. [...] Obviously, this is the mode my mind goes in. I assume the worst, because it's all I'm used to getting from most. Even from some of my friends, though that has gotten better over the years. I'm just sad. For many of the usual reasons. Fooling myself into thinking someone could like me, that's a big one. I'm sorry everybody. Tonight is not a strong nignt for me. I hope the night or day treats all of you with the kindness I really try to share." Seriously? All this just because I told you not to call me "sweetie"? rolleyes
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 3:09 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 25, 2017 11:22 am
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Just had to share another one of the posts that the guy posted (and some of the responses people have made). xd --- About 4:30 in the morning here. Can't sleep, yet again. This week...I tell you. I don't have too much on my mind or anything, unless my subconscious is being a butt. I wish, oh do I wish, that I could talk to this person whom I like. I'm a smart guy, but stupid with people. I know the world around me. I am aware of it all, my empathy makes that easy. I want to talk, watch things. Spend time with her. I try to create my own hope, though stale as it is becoming. It all starts with a simple hello, how are you then you ask a question and go from there. So like this ok... hi how are you nice weather we are having did you catch the movie/ game last night... and so on and so forthThere's no easy way to say this, but you have to talk to that person. In my experience, I was too shy to say something to that someone, and I know it wasn't a mere crush, because I had quite a few of those. I know she was the person I loved, but I didn't say anything. She's now been in a long relationship and obviously I'm not going to root or do anything to end it. She deserves that happiness as well as her partner. Do not hold it back any longer. Time is fleeting and we have to grasp our every opportunity at happiness. Don't be like me and delay it to tomorrow. Obviously, take care and be kind and considerate in your words. I'm sure the person will love you for who you are. If there's anything I've learned in life, it's that good things will come when they come. The waiting is always hard, but it will be worth it in the end. Easier said than done, but don't let your anxiety stop you. Even if things don't work out at first, they will eventually, so just make yourself happy until then. Good luck!!I do try to chat with her. More of a one-way street. Or I'm just not saying the right thing, or she's not interested...idk --- The latter. Definitely the latter.
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Posted: Tue Jul 25, 2017 12:14 pm
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Shows I Need To Watch:iZombie - 14 [On Netflix] + 13 (Season 3) [On Netflix]ONCE - 22 (Season 6) Fear The Walking Dead - 5 [Rented From Library] + 8 Shadowhunters - 17 The Walking Dead - 16 (Season 7) Sleepy Hollow - 13 (Season 4 - Final) Elementary - 10 (Start on Ep. 15)Doctor Who - 8 MLP:FIM - 6 Game of Thrones - 2 Last updated: July 25
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