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[ThisEmptySoul]

*flinches as he hears Ryzan's wedding band cling against the stone floor*
.... nau.... R'zn... F'sarn lil mal'ai.

*moves a little closer to Ryzan, but maintains some distance so as not to make him too uncomfortable.*
{{Still in Drow, but typed in English for convenience}} It's like you said... there's no reason for me to have to prove myself. Whether I still like women or not is irrelevant because the only person I'm going to be with anyway is you. Even if I didn't know she was going to kiss me... it was stupid of me to have even provoked her to begin with. If people want to believe I'm gay then.... then I should be fine with that.

*lifts his hand up to put on Ryzan's shoulder, but decides against it*  

[Ryzan Vixtul]

humph! Jhal of course you are -not- fine with it because as you so vehemently insist, you are not gay. You never have been... *hugs his legs tightly and burries his face deeper into his knees* ...and you never will be. It was foolish of me to ever believe otherwise, no matter what you had to say. I should have never come here.... I would have much rather lived on believing you would never be a part of my life again than to have to go through this.  

[ThisEmptySoul]

*swallows hard*
... I don't know how else to say "I'm sorry" and have you believe me.

*moves around Ryzan to be right in front of him, lightly placing his hands on his shoulders*
Just... just at least give me a chance to show you that I mean it. Everyone can call me gay all they want. Hayata and her gang can plaster it all over the bar in bright pink paint accompanied with lewd images. I don't care anymore. Please.... don't cry...

*starts to get a little choked up, but tries to maintain composure*
.... I'll do anything you ask of me...  

[Ryzan Vixtul]

.... then go away. I don't want to see you right now. I.... I want to be alone for a while. I don't care where you go, just leave me alone.

*picks his key up off the floor and stands. He manages to calm himself enough to get into his quarters, then quickly shuts and locks the door behind him once he's inside. Without waiting to hear from Tes, he heads straight for his room and collapses on his bed*  

[ThisEmptySoul]

*Ryzan's words pierce him like a blade. Though he knows he could just as well use his key to get in, he figures it would be best if he just did as he was told. He takes a deep breath and wipes his eyes, then heads upstairs and out of the bar*  

[lady ayami chan]

*wakes up and is shocked at how late it is* eek
why on earth have I slept so much!!?
*leaps out of bed dresses and literally runs up into the bar hoping she can still catch Psyzapp for coffee*  

[Sayoami]

*peaks head in*

Anyone up??

*go to espresso machine makes a double with extra foam. sits and kinda gets lost in thought*  

[Sayoami]

*radar love ayami* heart heart  

[lady ayami chan]

*^_~ - you know it*
*panting for breath she sees her mentor Sayo in the bar* eek
oh...
well hello....
you look ... not yourself....
you are Sayo right?....
*makes a double espresso after Sayo steps away fro the machine*  

[Sayoami]

I have been doing a little self searching now that I am not on the divine council. I found that its better to reflect my mood than to deny it

(hate mondays!!)  

[lady ayami chan]

(( rofl i'm pretty much hiding from everyone today! ))
oh I see.... confused
it is nice to have a bit of freedom though isn't it...
How did you know I was here?
*is concerned and a bit frightened*  

[Sayoami]

I heard that you were staying here and wanted to talk to you a little bout you leaving the divine order. But that nether here nor there. I now believe that we left for much of the same reason..
*takes a good look at Ayami and smiles*

its so good to see you again. I have stopped by a few times only to miss you. But did met a few of your friends..  

[lady ayami chan]

*is instantly frozen in her tracks*
eeer um my friends??? ohh yes my friends...
sweet bunch...
you know I haven't really left the order...
they won't let me... sad
I'm just freelancing for some time to see how it works out...
do you wish to talk about things now? I have some time...
*looks at the clock knowing she has a good couple of hours*  

[Sayoami]

I dont think they will ever let me leave the order ether... Removing myself from the council was the best alternative to ignoring the corruptions. but It has made a stronger person. I am glad to be rid of my naive view of the whole order...  

[lady ayami chan]

*looks at her with longing and a bit jealous eyes*
you are so fortunate!
I would love to leave - but I don't' think I have that option.
*sips her coffee slightly angrily*
how did you convince them to let you go?