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Posted: Sun Apr 04, 2010 7:53 pm
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Posted: Sun Apr 04, 2010 8:33 pm
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Posted: Mon Apr 05, 2010 1:38 am
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Posted: Wed Apr 07, 2010 9:10 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 09, 2010 3:21 pm
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Posted: Sat Apr 10, 2010 3:23 am
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Posted: Sat Apr 10, 2010 8:39 pm
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In summer of 2005, we decided to go up and see family in Ohio. At the time, my great aunt was close to dying but we didn't know when. I went to visit her one day in the hospital thinking she would be happy to see us all. Actually, she didn't know who I was or my sister. That's when we figured out she had a brain tumor as well as the kidney cancer. Days passed and we went home about a week later. I think about the next night on the 4th of July, we got the call from my great grandparents that she had died. We had to go back up to Ohio again but not for a fun trip like before. It was my first funeral and I was in so much shock and horror from still trying to grasp the fact that she had passed. The funeral was open casket and I could't even look at her without feeling a twinge of guilt. I also had some anger too because she had passed at 45. When we came back home, I was not the same; I wouldn't eat, sleep, be active, nothing. I would just sit somewhere in a dark room in a daze still trying to grasp that she had passed. She was my favorite great aunt. She understood me a lot of times and it was really hard to move on. For about a week after she passed, it felt like I could still feel her pressance in the house. I would hear stuff and sometimes I would think I was just crazy, but then sometimes I think I could feel her touch my back when I was turned the opposite way. After about a week, that all stopped. It has been over 4 years almost since she passed and I still have my moments when I wonder why she had to be taken. Independence Day has never been the same ever since then too. I pretty much have accpeted that fact that she is gone and one day I will hopefully join her when my time is up.
As for my family line, cancer does run in the family along with heart failure and blood clots so I will be tested later when I get older for Breast Cancer.
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Posted: Sat Apr 10, 2010 9:11 pm
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Posted: Sat Apr 10, 2010 10:43 pm
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Posted: Sun Apr 11, 2010 3:57 pm
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Posted: Mon Apr 12, 2010 12:41 am
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Posted: Mon Apr 12, 2010 5:31 am
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 4:34 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 4:35 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 6:52 pm
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