TD's Journal thingy

[Testicular Diabeetus]

3/9/11
WTF MOM!?!

So I showed my momma the pictures that i took with my fiancée and she was like "omg you look horrible" "you wore that dress?"
=/
Really?
Meh, she just wont get any copies of them.

Other than that it has been a good day.
Oh I'm also working with another guild to help get it active.
I hope I can find more affiliates.

I think I'm also going to start volentering at the animal shelter.

IDGAF about spelling right now.
I'm super tired.

Oh I am also on the Barton Police Force Now, so I will be making rounds in towns. =)  

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3/20/11
Spammers. >.>

So I was in HQ with the rest of the BTPD and then some ******** stick started to go through towns and on every block he would put BTPD sucks or something.
D:
Who would be that immature?
we got the mods on it and the trouble stopped.
I hope that idiot got IP banned. >=(
And I hope he is at home doing this because he got banned for being a douche bag.  

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3/22/11
Not A Good Day

So i wake up and I make my coffee and my grandma knocks on my door, she had some rather grim news about my niece.
She had an MRI not too long ago and the results came in.
She has a birth defect in her eyes, not enough blood is getting to the optical nerve and she will start going blind.
We don't know how fast it will progress, hopefully slow...
I just want it to go away.
There is no cure or treatment that could help her.
Only Jesus, I ask that all who reads this will pray for her.
Her name is Kaitlyn Nicole Bass.
Please get your friends, family, and your churches to pray for her.  

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3/30/11
Glasses =3=

Well they got knocked off of my nightstand and someone stepped on them, I bent them back into place though.
THEN I dropped them and a lens popped out.
D:
I had to wear an old pair, and it sucked because my eyes are like really bad, and those lenses wen't good enough.
My vision was pretty blurry still, but it was better than nothing.

I should get something done like Lasik surgery or contacts but I do not tryst anyone to put lasers in my eyes and I am afraid of getting infections from contacts.
I'll stick with the glasses.

 

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3/31/11
Y U SO STIPID?

I found out that my brother is in jail in some Podunk one horse hick town.
I really don't care, I just want to know what he did.
Dumbass.

 

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4/1/11
Out

My brother got out of jail. XD
He is still an idiot though.
I still don't know what he did though and it is bugging me cuz I wanna know.

 

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I sound so shallow and cold hearted but you know what you didn't have footballs thrown at your head because you were the fat kid.
My ears even bled and they didn't care.
So I will get the body that I want and I will keep it by God! >=(

 

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4/8/11
The ******** i was trying to get to sleep and I kept seeing some creepy shadows.
I only have one light on in my room at night and that is the light to my computer speakers.
My windows have foil on them to keep the heat out, and nothing was in my room to make the shadows.

So now I am freaked out. =c  

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4/9/11
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So I was in BURN today, and I posted my thoughts on a topic.
And I got flamed and talked down too like I am some sort of idiot.
I hate that guild.
That happens every time I post in there.
But I like to donate to people and welcome the new members so I guess I'll stick around despite the douche bags.
They also got rid of my favorite sub fourm.
Which would be the blogging fourm.
I don't see why they didn't just leave it there.
So what if a lot of people didn't use it.
there were some who did, why fix something that doesn't need fixing?

Anyway, I was also told that I b***h a lot, and that kinda hurt my feelings a bit...
=c

And I got in an argument today.
I am not ready to move out, and to be honest why move out of something that I will inherit someday?
Why?
When I can save that money and put it to good use instead of bills that can be avoided?
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Is everyone like retarded or something?  

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4/10/11
First big storm of the season.

So hear I am driving home from Walmart, and I see these big dark clouds.
No big deal, just another thunderstorm.
So i went over to the neighbors house and told her about the rain so that she could put out her grass fertilizer.

Well, after that I go home and start watching Tarzan.
Then it starts raining.
No big deal, then it's hailing.
Cracked the skylight in the bathroom, the house also flooded a bit, and are garage flooded too.
Not bad, just a little bit.
The hail was about dime size and some chunks were quarter sized.

Then my momma calls from work and tells me about a possible tornado forming in my area. =,=
Then the city called and confirmed it.
Tornado touched down not even six miles away from my house.
But then it went back up into the sky shortly after.
Thank God.

And the funny thing, I didn't even loose power and the Direct TV still worked.
Every other time, when we just barely get rain we loose power for almost a whole day.
;>.>  

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6/30/11

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A lot of stuff has been going on hence why I haven't updated in forever.

The biggest thing that is bugging me right now is that my best friend irl and on Gaia. (same people) she met this guy on some dating site and now she is moving four hours away to be with him. =c
I am now friendless.
All of my friends are on the internet.
I'm really really upset.
It is super hard for me to make friends whit people offline due to me well not know how to talk to people.
I'm beyond shy, I'm borderline mute.
She is leaving on the fourth so she can go to a month long academy thingy then she is coming back for a little while.
She is going to look for an apartment and job then move four hours away.
D=
It's driving me crazy.
I'm happy for her but I am very depressed about this,,,

 

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6/26/11

This is just funny.

Ok, so my boyfriends dad is dating a b***h.
SHE IS SO MEAN.
D=<

LAWL
Anyway me and a few friends went down the street to get some snacks, well when we were checking out the food stamp card didn't want to cooperate so we were there for a bit trying to get it to work.
WELL we finally got it working and (mind you my boyfriends dads girlfriend works there) the b***h throws a wadded up paper ball at my friends head because we took too long. (we were only there three extra minutes)
I gave her a mean look because I thought well she was acting immature.

She then calls my boyfriends dad saying that she was going to kick my a** and that I was causing trouble.
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I didn't say anything too her I just gave her a look at the store and went on my marry little way.
WHAT THE HELL.

So then my boyfriends dad is all like...
"when she kicks your a** I'm just going to watch" herp derp.

I was like ok =)
She can hit me all she wants and I'll call the cops and have her arrested for assault.
HE GOT SO PISSED

And i called my mommy and she said that if the b***h hit me we would see her in court.

 

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7/8/11

Uhhh.... .-.

Hokay so my nephews are staying the week at my house and they are starting to slightly get on my nerves.
They are fun to hangout with and all it's just well kids annoy me easily for some reason.
Maybe it's the fact that they want me to stay up until 6 in the morning and play video games with them or watch movies all night long and never sleep. D:
I WANNA SLEEP.
But that isn't exactly what is bothering me right now.

Whats bothering me is that I am a Christian but lately I haven't been acting like it and I have been getting worse and worse. And I feel like crap, I feel like I am doomed to Hell and that there is like no hope.
I feel like I messed up too badly to be forgiven.
I know that God/Jesus forgives all sins except if you do not allow the holy spirit to speak through you, that is like the only unforgivable sin.
And I have not committed that sin.
So yeah. D:
I dunno I'm in a rut and if anyone who is really good and strong in there faith could help me out then that would be totally awesome.
Send me a PM.
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