Sihily Nihily
hello its nice to meet you first of all. smile
and when you read this please understand i do not condem nor condone this situation. after all you are only three years apart and i have been in relationships ranging from 2 years younger than myself to 20 years older than myself. so i figure the best approach would be to just go through and explain from experiance your situation. and i do apologize here and now if at anytime i may offend you. try to understand that it is not my intension to do so.
that said here we go! smile
"...We kept it a secret from her parents the whole time, the reason why is; I didn't want them automatically shooting down the idea of her dating me, without getting to know me.So we secretly dated, and I secretly grew closer to her parents for them to get to know me, that way I had a fighting chance of getting them to agree..."
this was not a very good idea. true it was thoughtfull of you to want the parents to get to know you so they wouldnt misjudge you, however, by dating behind their backs anyway before they get the chance to know you is basically like telling them that you dont care what they think and that you will date their daughter reguardless. in otherwords you have started your relationship with them on disrespectfull ground. in my experiance its better to have maintained your friendship with her and asked to hang out with the family to begin with. then once you felt that you have earned their trust take the next step by following some basic courtship rules. have a sit down with her parents and inform them of your intensions. let them know you fully intend to respect their daughter and at the same time respect their wishes. and if they are still against the idea prompt a sort of trial period. yes i know its sounds crazy but believe me... it works. have a couple of double dates to start off with. and take it slow. and i mean slow.
My last 3 relatioships ended for the same 3 reasons
---------❶: Depression [chronic depression]
in the words of my idols and many a wise person.
"if you cant love yourself. how are you going to love someone else?"
i'm not saying that you cant at least have someone to care for and in turn cares for you. but if you are in a relationship where you have issues with yourself... it will eventually eat you guys up. because it not only affects you... but her as well. keep things easy for now and find someone to talk to. be it a counselor or a therapist heck even a priest/father/rabbi/monk. work out your personal issuses first before getting serious in your relationship otherwise it'll mess up the whole "working out OUR problems" and no matter how mature/age/gender/background you are... you WILL have those.
".... forced to go slow, it was good for me....She is a happy spirit which I need in my life,... she makes me feel my age.... I'm a different person then who I used to be, and now, I can look out for her, protect her, and keep her away from the bad decisions...taught me alot in the 3 months...I have quit smoking, and slowed down the drinking because of her. I have also changed my eating habbits, and started working out more because of her. I wanna be a doctor is the mental field. A psychologist, so despite my physical features, or my personal life, I have ambitions, and goals...."
i am so happy that you have found such a postitive force in you life that makes you want to be the person who you were always meant to be and might have started to loose your way. hold onto that. keep a momento and remind yourself daily in the mirror before leaving the house what she does for you. but please remember that its a two way street. you need to let her be her support her and continue to enourage her to go after her dreams as well. im sure you are already just dont loose sight of that. once you take it for granted its a very fast and painfull fall...
"...Her parents don't think she is ready to date, even though she has done an AMAZING job so far ... Because of my personal life, her friends don't trust me to do a good job..."
despite the fact you have already been dating. there is probably a reason other than the fact her parents are afraid of her growing up to fast. and i would have to agree to an extent. being 14 yrs old she still has a good many years to date right now she should be focusing on living her life finding what she wants 10-20 years down the road. when i was 14-19 dating for my peers was really nothing more than dealing with changing hormones, escaping the reality of the world around you. its a pleasant euphoria which if not kept in check and guided can lead to disasterous results if not fatal. i have lost friends growing up because of the politics behind high school dating. and if you think there are no politics then please take a step back and take a look around at the people you work with. look at your friends and her friends. dating at the teen and young adult years is all for entertainment. im sure as much as its a nice idea you arent rushing out to find a wife anytime soon. so try to see her parents view as well. dont totally dismiss it, really ty to understand what they fear. accept it. and work to prove to them that you wont allow those fears to become reality.
"...I'm turning 18 in February, and trust me, I woulda ended our relationship once I turned 18, cause then there could be some complications legally. I'm not pissed that we have to break up, cause I knew it would happen eventually, I just wish it was on our terms, not when someone said too. Her parents do like me, they said we can still see each other, hangout, whatever, just can't date. But it's still ******** annoying.."
this is actually NOT as big an issue as many make it out to be. more over because of the closeness in years you are tends to make societies opinions less harsh. all in all as long as there is full consent between both parties AND their respective legal gaurdians (ie: your parents her parents) no legal action will take place.
and that is where i stand im not against the idea however i think you could have handled it with more maturity to prove to her parents that your not just some "dude" looking to score with their daughter. i do wish you the best of luck and i truely hope that one day her parents come around and give you their blessing. she sounds like an amazing person and she really does improve your life and your choices.
good luck to you