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 Posted: Tue Sep 25, 2012 12:07 pm
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Posted: Tue Sep 25, 2012 12:30 pm
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Posted: Tue Sep 25, 2012 11:19 pm
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I changed the title to be my online journal ♥ Please feel free to RESPOND to any of my posts!! ♥ I LOVE advice and hearing what you have to say about any of my views and opinions ♥
Well, today ended up being a long, but interesting day. I had class this morning and after, I headed over to my Opa's house. He needed help with his computer and he is computer illiterate for the most part lol He needed me to set up the internet connection and to install an anti-virus on his laptop. My Opa took me out for lunch as my reward for helping him ♥
Now, I had work today from 4-11 PM and on my way to work, my gas light went on! All I could think was, "Oh ********!" I only have $4 (literally) and that money needs to stay in my band account to keep it positive until my next paycheck. I knew that I would not have enough gas to get home, so I called my mom, leaving a voicemail, to see if she could bring me about $10 to get some gas after work.
Well, she never gets my message. So, after work, I try calling my mom again, and no answer. So, I call my BFF Melissa for help. She is also my next door neighbor, so she walks over to my house to see if anyone was up. My brother answered the door and gave her a bag of bottles to return.
I live in Michigan where we get 10 cents a can/bottle when we recycle them, so returning bottles is a great way to get some cash if you have bottles laying around, and we usually always have them. Well, the bottles only amount to $5 :/ No enough money.
I always try to be as moral as possible, so I do not like the idea of using something that does not belong to me for profit. I had a big bag of pop cans in my trunk that belong to my ex-boyfriend. We broke up months ago and we are still friends, but his pop cans are his and I actually wanted to give them back to him since he can return them and get money for himself.
Well, I desperately needed the extra cash, so I returned them and got $7. So now, in total, I had $12 which was enough to get me gas to make it home and get through tomorrow (I have class tomorrow as well). I get paid Thursday and that is when I can fill up more.
I am going to tell my ex that I used his pop cans; it's only right.
Fortunately for me, I work at a 24 hr store that has a 24 hr bottle return and its own 24 hr gas station next door, so getting to the nearest gas station was no problem. xD
Well, that was my "running out of gas" adventure. xD
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Posted: Wed Sep 26, 2012 8:47 am
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Posted: Wed Sep 26, 2012 11:41 am
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Posted: Wed Sep 26, 2012 2:49 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 26, 2012 3:15 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 26, 2012 3:18 pm
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THE_FAIRY_EMPRESS Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Sep 27, 2012 2:51 am
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Posted: Fri Sep 28, 2012 3:11 pm
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buckwolvhoosier Radiant Mercy buckwolvhoosier Radiant Mercy Well you know, you've got to just hang in there!
Try to get happy. Smile and show others your strength and how you cannot be walked all over.
Ignore the bad things.
Do.Not.Stress. It will make you sicker and increase your sadness.
Don't listent to those that put you down, and believe that things will get better in the end.
Lastly, have faith and stay strong. Cry if you need too. But things will get better. :] I know, but that is easier said than done. I was doing better when I got a message from my friend Leah asking if I would like to hang out tonight, but before I could respond, she tells me never mind. Another friend of hers who just moved back is who she will be hanging out with instead. I know what it's like to have a friend move or be away for a long time and then come back and you want to see them ASAP, but I could really use a friend tonight to help me get through this. I have not improved much at all today, the best I felt was when I was doing some hwk, but now I am like "FML" all over again. No one is here with me, or if they are, they are busy or do not understand how upset and depressed I am. That false hope of a friend coming over crushed me, and I feel like a b***h because I want to hang with Leah and I feel jealous of Alex and I am selfish to say that I should maybe be more top priority given that my depression is not something to trifle with. Leah has known me since Kindergarten, so she knows me and how I can be. I just want someone like her with me because she knows the real me and can actually help me. Man, I sound like a drama queen right now. :'( UGH!! Why can't I just be happy? You know what will happen, in a day or so, I will just bottle all of this and act like it didn't hurt me when in reality, it's almost unbearable. That's what I do. I vent and then hide it all inside. I need actual help. I miss my therapist. What happened to your therapist? Well, if she can no longer be available, find a trusty, honest friend to vent too. That's what I do.
And rant on to them until no end.c : We could not afford the sessions. sad I do! I rant all the time to my friends, but it does not solve my problems. With the therapist, I did not just vent. She had ideas, activities, etc. that helped me. She was really nice and very helpful and informative. I know that the therapist cannot solve my problems either, only I can, but she was able to get me to solve them better than my friends.
I am sure you guys can be able to avoid your therapist. Look forward to that day, and believe she can help you can.
But I do not advise that you believe that she is the only way and the only person that could help you.... |
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Posted: Fri Sep 28, 2012 9:53 pm
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