-- ♥ Another Day In My Shoes*

[Noodlechu]

o0Roxy0o

P a n d a s P a n t i e s

I seriously believe we have/had the same life issue with the "bully girl" she thought she could walk over everyone an thought it was good an dandy. And seriously how can someone truly feel sorry for you, if they are just going to turn around and backstab. It i have to say feels soooo great when you can just say goodbye to all the bitches,fakes and rude people at the end of it all. Because just as you said! Its goodbye to them for good, and most likely they will never realize how they have torn people apart throughout the years. I have to say, i have the same goal with the university, because i hear you make a lot of new friends who are so much better than the rude fake ones.

(: if you ever want to talk, im always available.. it seems we both have had similar problems with people.. I went through the same torment, and i can truly say i am so sorry that you have to go through it too sad -hugs-

It would definitely be easier to deal with if I had some true friends, but
I don't. So I hate to walk past this group every day and I have classes
with them every day. And the fact that I used to be in that group, it hurts
me more. Thanks so much for all the support, it really means a lot. I'll
definitely let you know if I need any advice.

emotion_bigheart

Oh yah sad ive had to do the same thing.. i was one of the if you want to say "popular group" only because of a certain few people i was around with, then they started to bully me because i wasnt as pretty or thin as they were. I was called so many different things until i was just not aloud to be around them because i was the ugly duckling in a flock of swans.. razz and im still pretty much consider'd that to this say.

Anyways (: i would love to be there for you if you ever need it ^^

heart gaia_kittenstar  

[o0Roxy0o]

29 October 2012
A Sugar Coated Lie


My boyfriend asked me if I was becoming bored of him. I lied. How could I not?
He's the only one who has always supported me - that's why I fell in love with
him in the first place. Unlike all my ex boyfriends, he would never cheat on me.
Never.


I am his world, but I can't seem to make him mine? There are days when I feel
head over heels in love with him, but most days, he just annoys me. I know I
can't leave him, he was my 'first' and we've been dating for 8 months, which is
a rather long time for a teenager. I know that I'd never find a guy who cares
this much about me, at least not in this town. So I guess I'm just going to hang
in until I leave for university. I know that if we did split, it would be far too much
pain and drama, and I could never deal with that right now.


So for now, I'll stick to the sugar coated lie, since a white lie isn't such a bad
lie as it saves hurting his delicate feelings, right?

 

[o0Roxy0o]

1 November 2012
Today is Yesterday's Tomorrow


Procrastination. Come on, we all procrastinate & if it was possible to
be paid for it, most of us would be millionaires. Although, this is not the
case and procrastination isn't going to get any of us anywhere, at least
not me.


I'm in the middle of my grade 11 exams. It may not be my final exams,
but these marks determine what university I can get into. It's too scary
to even think about... So the fact that I'm battling to sit down and put
my head in the books, is horrid. I can't seem to focus! I'm just so excited
for December holidays and all the amazing plans that I've made. Not
to mention that I get to see LINKIN PARK live in 9 days!


I guess it's safe to say that I seriously need to learn to focus on what's
more important and put everything aside until I'm finished studying.


Any suggestions?

 

[Noodlechu]

o0Roxy0o

1 November 2012
Today is Yesterday's Tomorrow


Procrastination. Come on, we all procrastinate & if it was possible to
be paid for it, most of us would be millionaires. Although, this is not the
case and procrastination isn't going to get any of us anywhere, at least
not me.


I'm in the middle of my grade 11 exams. It may not be my final exams,
but these marks determine what university I can get into. It's too scary
to even think about... So the fact that I'm battling to sit down and put
my head in the books, is horrid. I can't seem to focus! I'm just so excited
for December holidays and all the amazing plans that I've made. Not
to mention that I get to see LINKIN PARK live in 9 days!


I guess it's safe to say that I seriously need to learn to focus on what's
more important and put everything aside until I'm finished studying.


Any suggestions?

What exams are you studying for? What i do when im studying i listen to music because pure silence really.. doesnt work for me for some reason  

[o0Roxy0o]

2 November 2012
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Everything he does annoys the s**t out of me. The fact that my parents
are dumping me at his house this weekend (FOR THE ENTIRE WEEKEND)
pisses me off even more. How am I gonna keep sane?! Dump him?

 

[o0Roxy0o]

6 November 2012
They didn't say it'd be easy, but they said it would be worth it.


Eating healthy and gyming hard from today!
Day One, let's do it!

 

[jiniistrawberii]

I know exactly how you feel: should I try to fit in or should I just be myself? It had been my dream to somehow fit in with my classmates. But then, I found it really hard, and to be honest, not as fun as it looked like. So in the end, I too just went on my own way. Although at first, people made fun of me: they laughed at what I did, made sarcastic remarks about my hobby. But in the end, they were the ones who "fitted in" with me. I never gave them s**t about how they think of me: it's my life, go deal with yours. If I'm happy sitting alone in a room reading the Bible, that's my thing, go find your own. They were the ones who accepted my way of living, and in the end, I didn't have to try to change my ways just to become one of them.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that society's a very BIG pond. There's enough room in it for everybody. You don't have to fight your way with the big fishes if you know that it's not your personality to fight with them. Let them be bitches and assholes, why does it have to rub off on you?

As for your boyfriend, maybe he's just concerned over you that's why he's becoming a little bit annoying. If you don't want to dump him (yet), then try to talk things out with him. Tell him that you need a little space for you to breathe. Not that you don't appreciate his help, but sometimes, you just to be alone.

Good luck dearie~! I know you can make it ^^

 

[o0Roxy0o]

8 November 2012
A trip down memory lane


I'm constantly getting upset about the thought of others being so fake.
But here I am, possibly the fakest out of all of them.

I was born with ears that stuck out so badly. I was constantly teased
and got called "Dumbo" my entire life. Anyway, a couple of years ago
my parents took me to go get an operation to put them 'back'. I often
forget that they were ever a problem. But I've had plastic surgery, so
I guess I'm not being true to myself?

I also wear extensions in my hair and make up wherever possible.
Maybe I'm just not happy with who I am, maybe I am the fakest.

 

[Clasela]

♥ You are not the fakest, you just want to be happy with your appearance and be accepted by others - it's normal, we've all been through it, it's the 'joy' of being a girl I guess. <3
Just don't get too caught up on society’s high visual expectations. You are beautiful on the inside as well as the outside and that is something real fake people don't and never will have.  

[o0Roxy0o]

14 November 2012
Maybe there's hope for this messed up world


After feeling super down lately about the loss of true friends and gain of
fake friends, I've finally seen the silver lining.


I've been making friends with some very different people, well, different to
me. I love it. They may not be the people I would have expected to ever be
friends with, but they have turned out to be super sweet and more real
than I could have ever imagined.


As for some of the mean, degrading, old fake friends? We've drifted apart,
but they've started being nicer to me. I like it. I won't let them close into
my life again or in a position to hurt me, but I'm glad they could grow up
and stop being such pathetic bitches.


So after all this and doing super well in my exam today, I'd say it's been
an overall amazing day! There is definitely a silver lining to every situation.

 

[o0Roxy0o]

Clasela

♥ You are not the fakest, you just want to be happy with your appearance and be accepted by others - it's normal, we've all been through it, it's the 'joy' of being a girl I guess. <3
Just don't get too caught up on society’s high visual expectations. You are beautiful on the inside as well as the outside and that is something real fake people don't and never will have.

That is very sweet of you. Thanks so much for the support and telling me
exactly what I wanted to hear.
emotion_hug

 

[o0Roxy0o]

18 November 2012
Maturity doesn't depend on age


It's after 3 in the afternoon already and both my parents are still sleeping;
my mom on the couch and my dad on the bed. I don't know the details of
what has happened, but this is the second day in a row now.


To me, they both have valid points to be cross, but it's nothing serious,
so why can't they simply look past each others imperfections and talk like
adults and sort it out?


It makes me feel sick in the stomach to know that they can just sulk and
not even concern about their own child. I haven't even gotten a hello from
either of them today.


I wish they would just grow up!

 

[o0Roxy0o]

4 January 2013
Dreams vs Reality


Currently, I'm in a very happy, comfortable relationship. I've been dating my boyfriend for
just less than 10 months. I've never been happier, he treats me like an absolute queen
and would never even think of hurting me.


Sounds all perfect, right? Well, the problem is that I can't stop thinking about my ex boyfriend.
We broke up about 2 and a half years ago, but he was my first love and I was head over
heels for the bad boy. We ended things because he kept cheating on me, so I'd hate to
ever go back to him. But why do I keep dreaming about him? Why can't I get him off my
mind? My relationship will never run smoothly if I keep thinking about my ex.

 

[o0Roxy0o]

10 January 2013
After Every Storm, There Is a Rainbow


Things are looking up. And by things, I mean everything. Got my friends back,
my relationship is going strong and I'm doing better at not letting my mom get to me.

I have a good feeling about this year. Bring on 2O13!

 

[Isis Sister Of Osiris]

o0Roxy0o

10 January 2013
After Every Storm, There Is a Rainbow


Things are looking up. And by things, I mean everything. Got my friends back,
my relationship is going strong and I'm doing better at not letting my mom get to me.

I have a good feeling about this year. Bring on 2O13!

emotion_hug I'm glad things are better for you!