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 Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 2:50 am
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Dear Journal,
I am now 23.
Growing older... It makes me think... a lot...
23 is might still young for people who are 30s,40s etc...
For me, I feel ''old'' because I am still living with my mom. I am an adult but not really one. For me, an adult is someone who can sustain himself and deal with life. I feel unhappy with what I have right now, but life is like that. You can't have everything you want, but you can try to get what you want.
I must try to be more positive. For now, I won't think about what's making me unhappy, because it's my birthday. I don't want to feel more sad. I don't want to cry. I'll vent off about what annoys me another day.
Maybe I am more emotional today because of PMS...
My positive thoughts :
I am 23, still alive and healthy.
I have friends and family that care about me.
Even if I am not rich, I am grateful that I live in large enough apartment to have my own bedroom, I can eat well and I have access to internet. Internet is important for me for job searching, talking to my friends, Gaia, watching tv shows...
I am grateful that I have a part-time job, so I can earn a bit of money to pay my own expenses this helps my mom.
I am grateful to live in a city where I grew up close to my friends and family.
I am glad that I finished my studies and that I became less shy...
I know there are things right now that makes me unhappy, but I hope what is waiting for me in the future is better.
I learnt that to be able to live I gotta love myself first.
There are still parts of me that I dislike. I am not perfect, but I can change.
We have one life. Gotta live it the best we can.
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Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 3:10 am
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Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 6:06 am
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