You shouldn't let what other people think and do effect you like that. It's easy to lose your self-confidence because of other people. But really, you just need to be yourself. Embrace your defects- everyone has them- and "wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you." That'll help your confidence and make you feel more secure about yourself. And if you're worried about meeting people, people gravitate to others who are secure with themselves. Maybe that's why you've had troubles making friends in the past. But ultimately, life isn't about waiting around for things to get better. You have to put in the work if you want the pay-off. And sometimes you get the short end of the stick, that's just what happens. But keep trying and eventually things will pan out. I hope that helps. emotion_bigheart
well it is okay honey when i was in high school i never experience to have a serious relationships though have an admiration to the opposite sex that is only what i have and even in college i had never been in a relationship too, though it is awkward. Especially if you are not even prepare for it so don't do it.
There is always a chance that you might stumble upon some random college guy and fall in love hence you should always remember you should think twice or thrice in other words make sure he is the right guy for you. Though breaking up is really harsh in every relationship, its been always a step on how to become a stronger person in the future. Good luck with your adventure in LIFE!