O~ Update ~O


I went to a psychologist, out of town, a one and a half hour drive away. She's both psychologist and psychiatrist, so im on meds and taking test, which I didn't really mind. I forgot about this, but Im getting good help. Ive decided to just accept it happened and go through high-school pretending not to give a f***. I don't really want a bf anytime soon, since I don't feel as comfortable with physical touch anymore but i'll work that through later on. Once I graduate, Im moving as far away as possible and as my psychologist said, forgive myself already because everyone I was stressing about judging me, has been supporting me and forgiving me, I just didn't see it.