Originally posted by Reoakee
Word count: 266
Word count: 266
(Ostara only one color due to bad net connection.)
She sighed lightly and kept her tone a very gentle reproach for this fox too. “Only a companion? Then why do your eyes and heart seek him out so?” Ostara was confused. She had seen how the vixen looked up at the male when he defended her and how she had tried to shift Ostara’s attention away from him when they weren’t certain if she meant them harm. “To lie to a deity is one thing, but to lie to yourself is worse. You will only keep cutting wounds into your spirit if you don’t acknowledge what is plain to see.” The child would only hurt herself if she kept on like this. She might become trapped in a spiral that lead to madness and pain.
Her fur was too light and it let the entire blush she had show through far too clearly. She wasn’t lying to herself, she wasn’t Makani’s mate and was only his companion. He would only stay until he found his sister or gave up. Then he’d leave and she’d be alone. If she admitted she liked him it wouldn’t do any good. She’d only end up alone and heartbroken. Tears started forming in her eyes and she kept her jaw firmly shut. She wasn’t going to say another word to this deity friendly or no! With stubbornness that even her mother and grandmother would be proud up she turned her head away from the deity and started to walk away. Right now she didn’t care if the modeity blasted her to bits or whatever they did when they got mad.