He has ideals of how he should be to make cam and vanya proud of him but it goes against everything that should be moral?
Everything he thinks is right and wrong
His sense of black and white, right and wrong are skewed
He wants to do everything he can to make others happy but in the end he ends up suffering
He will do good for his mom and bad for cam but doesnt know who he is or how he should be for himself
He is lost within himself and need someone to show him what the meaning of life is and how love should really be
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As a foal he is bold and adventurous, only daring to go so far before he gets scared or uncertain. He has a thirst for knowledge so its only natural that he has intense curiosity about a lot of things. He questions everything. Even after something is explained, he wants to know more and will question more about it. (i.e. apple is tasty, apple is red, but red means danger, does apple mean danger but apple is food?) He can get easily confused quite quickly but he does it to himself. He over thinks things trying to understand its core meaning, its very existence.
He finds himself in dangerous, troublesome situations more than he would like to admit. Keir can get annoying with his anxiety and relentless questioning so it doesn't come as a surprise when another gets angry with him and chases him off. He is emotionally sensitive; he displays hurt, embarrassment, anger, fear and sadness in a straightforward manner. The positive side of his sensitivity is that he is more considerate and empathetic towards others. However even that has its down side, he will sometimes become upset out of fear concerning if he made a bad decision.
If his emotions get overwhelming, he will find a place where he believes to be alone and cry to ease the pain. He has mixed feelings about the way he is, he doesn't understand how or why he does what he does but he knows what works for him when things get bad. Ultimately he is a confused, contradicting, adventurous, sensitive and somewhat lonely foal that is affected by the emotions of others, needs space, some sort of stability and eventual understanding of himself and others.
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Not a lot of things have changed since foal hood, he is still adventurous and curious with an insatiable hunger for knowledge where he questions everything. Even if someone explains something to him he still has questions about it. He is very detail oriented and wants to know all there is about someone or something. He over thinks things and situations only to end up confusing himself.
He is emotionally sensitive, showing embarrassment, anger, fear, sadness, etc. in a straightforward way. Due to this he is more considerate and empathetic when it comes to others. His emotions can get overwhelming and he will need to seek out a place where can be by himself. He cries when he is alone to ease the pain.