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 Posted: Tue Mar 26, 2013 10:36 am
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Posted: Tue Mar 26, 2013 1:58 pm
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Posted: Tue Mar 26, 2013 2:24 pm
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Posted: Tue Mar 26, 2013 2:26 pm
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Posted: Tue Mar 26, 2013 2:27 pm
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Clasela ✿ Haha, he thought I was seducing him, but really I spent far too much time scrubbing that darn floor to have blood and dirt stained on it.
It was hard, but I never liked that sheep in the beginning. He bullied my pet sheep and ate my newly planted trees. As long as I never meet the animal, I've discovered, then I am okay eating it.
I don't believe she ever will. She's meant to be at the most happiest time of her life and the way she chooses to use it is to hurt other people. She tried to talk me out of my own life, saying that I need to go and do this and do that, but I am very happy with my life and I like where it is going. Just because I'm not following in her rotten footsteps...
I completely understand. I was the same way. I was so spoiled and always got everything I wanted and one day it smacked me in the face and I realised the type of person I was turning into. My anxiety is not that severe, however I do hate making a scene in public because it terrifies me of what others will think.
Don't worry~ It doesn't change how I feel about marriage or weddings. I still love hearing about them in any shape or form they come in.
Me too! It'll be a few years away, but I know where the venue will be already.
Haha, that sounds like a great way to preserve those memories. I've always loved scrapbooking, though I haven't had the chance to make one for a while.
Lol, that's funny that he thought you were trying to seduce him xD I'm sure it takes a while to scrub a mess like that out of the floor >_< so I can't blame you for not letting him walk straight in the house. If a mess can prevented then so be it razz
That makes sense that if you don't meet the animal, it's not much trouble to eat it. It's a bit like my case in a sense.
Well, I suppose all there is is hope then that your sister will change. I have seen people that hurt others for the fun of it and enjoy making others miserable because they can't stand to be happy. In fact, my mother-in-law is one of those types of people. One reason we keep our distance. It's so difficult to be happy around her because she always loves to give people a reason to be unhappy or upset. I continue to hope that she will change even though she's been like that for years and it seems her heart is set in stone about the way she is. It's sad that people can be like that...it truly is =(
It's good that you can still remain positive about the evnets happening in your life smile focusing on the positive helps =]
That's good that you realized how your attitude was changing because of being spoiled. People that hardly know me say I act like a spoiled brat and I always thought that was untrue until I thought about the past and I was ungrateful. It makes me feel so bad inside that I had been that way an not realized. I do hope that I can change it all around so that I can be selfless...I find that helping others helps me to be a bit more selfless and realize how rewarding it is.
I'm glad you don't have severe anxiety, even though anxiety in the least is hard to deal with, even if it's minor. I'm also terrified of what others may think and hate being the spotlight so I do what I can to avoid scenes =/ I suppose my anxiety could be considered severe or almost severe because I try to avoid people I don't know a lot. I remember one time I wanted to yell at this girl in high school because she was being rude to me and when I started to yell, I got lightheaded, dizzy, and so faint yet I tried to cover it up by keep yelling and not losing my focus, but the fact that I felt like I was literally going to faint puzzled me. One time I saw a teacher's aid picking on a student, and I truly wanted to do something about it and when I even thought of standing up, and getting in the aid's face, I felt super dizzy and faint. I became so shaky as well. Although, I want more friends and want to get to know people. I also use a ton of defensive body gestures that probably not make me approachable, so I'm trying to replace those with more welcoming postures, which is the hardest thing to do because it's been habit most of my life. Sometimes, I want to break down and cry, though, because I remember when I was a child - I was so talkative to other people. I wasn't shy at all - I would talk to people and never had the social anxiety issue. Then later, I became so shy and anxious around people that it was frustratng at times. I wish I could be so outgoing again because I remember I was a lot happier.
That's awesome that you have some things in mind already for the wedding! ^_^ Yay!
Scrapbooking is great to preserve memories. I hadn't honestly scrapbooked in about 10 or more years. I remembered that I had a scrapbook I got as a gift years ago and my siser didn't want her scrapbooking stuff she had gotten for a gift so she gave it to me so I have two scrapbooks and more supplies. So I decided yesterday that I would definitely scrapbook some weddin photos smile and it was fun, even though I feel I may mess up more pictures by the way I put them in, but I suppose it's the feeling and thought behind it that matters. |
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Posted: Wed Mar 27, 2013 8:31 am
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