|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Feb 11, 2012 9:14 am
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Feb 28, 2012 5:49 am
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Feb 28, 2012 2:06 pm
|
|
|
|
Around 9 or 10 years of age, if I recall correctly. I found myself frequently fantasizing about other boys, but never about girls. I knew it was unusual, but this was before I found out from others it was "wrong" and all that crap. I didn't think there was anything wrong with it myself, as I thought the idea of two boys being intimate together was so adorable. Some of my male friends at the time, I'd sometimes dream about them, and think they were cute. I never admitted my thoughts and feelings to anyone though, as I was discovering that society seemed to frown upon those with such thoughts. Some even expressing a huge amount of disgust or hatred for it. Others would just spew either the "100% GUARANTEED AIDS!" or "Gays are going to hell" excuses. So I was afraid of anyone finding out. I eventually fell into denial about it as I got older, and tried to lie to myself that I was straight. Though I was never fully happy as I should be, being in relationships with girls. Deep down I still longed to be with another male. And whilst I do occasionally see attraction in some girls, in the end it always falls back to me wanting to be in a gay relationship. I'm 22 now, and am absolutely certain about my orientation. Even though many people still don't know, I'm no longer in denial, and am happy about who I am.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Mar 01, 2012 5:59 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Mar 01, 2012 8:41 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Mar 01, 2012 9:29 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Mar 01, 2012 9:31 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2012 1:12 am
|
|
|
|
As far as realizing I was different, that happened when I was seven, though that has nothing to do with my sexuality XD
I am bi-gender (or gender-queer, whichever term you prefer to use) and I realized I realized I was bi in eighth grade, and realized I was pan-sexual about two years ago, around the same time I realized I was more than just a feminine male. when it occurred to me that I am just attracted to people, no matter what their gender is, so long as I found them attractive. How I learned I was bi was actually because of an attraction to M-T-F transsexuals and hermaphrodites. The thought of a female with male genitals was just so, I don't know, intoxicating to me, which led me to the realization that I was bi, and years later, that I am pan-sexual, and could care less what society thinks of me.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2012 8:20 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2012 10:48 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Apr 01, 2012 1:46 am
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Apr 01, 2012 11:23 pm
|
|
|
|
Hehe, I've never actually shared this story before, then again ever since I've joined this guild, I've come out more, and feel like I can express more of myself.
It was just around February (when I officially decided I was "different"), I went with my sister and her group of friends to go see a play at her school, and this play was a musical. Well on one of the songs, you know how they have all those backup dancers? There were about 20 girls wearing tiny little french maid outfits, all tight, fish net, high black pumps. Bam. There I thought (excuse my language) "Holy sh*t." That's when I knew. It was funny how it hit me so abruptly. Though to say, ever since I was around 10-11 I knew there was something different with me. Jus' a little odd story I thought I should share : )
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
The Bodacious Soul Reaper
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 4:41 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Apr 23, 2012 10:16 am
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|