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Meaning of (name): The girl's name Nessie n(es)-. Diminutive of Agnes (Greek) "lamb". Also the name of the Loch Ness monster.

Aliases: The Loch Ness Monster
Friends:
Enemies: Anyone who threatens her.
Likes: Water, Quiet, Friends, Openess, Clams
Dislikes: Loud/Obnoxious noises. Intruders.

Date Found: 10/31/10
Found: Blood Moon Carnivale-Snap a Picture of the Loch Ness Monster
Date of Maxing: September 1, 2011
Herd: Member of Voodoo Herd

Temper: Mysterious
Breed: Mer
Breed Appearance: Monster
Height: If she was four-legger, 24 hands.
Personality: Born and abandoned by her parents as something "hideous", at some point she came into contact with the Blood Moon Carnivale. Little is known of that occurrence. Originally, she was rather bitter and angry. She could not help what she was born as, and she hated being called a monster because of it. She was prone to angry outbursts because of unresolved anger. She was quite envious of other horses having hair and being able to freely interact with others.

Nessie tends to be moody still, and is prone to depression and lethargy. She tends to go deeper in the water the more these feelings weigh her down. She is constantly seeking to disprove that she is a monster, which is quite difficult as she has not faced her own demons fully yet.

She tries to keep away from others, and uses the "mystery" of Loch Ness to assist with it.

Sometimes, a part of her hungers to be the monster and the terrorizer. After all, it preserves the quiet that she longs for. But it's more than that, she wants to let the monster out.

She's a lot more amiable now that L'inglesou is in her life. As long as one is open-minded, she will remain so too. The monster seems to be under control and she has come to accept that she doesn't have to choose--just be merely be herself. Neither monster or purely good. She can swim the line and figure out what is best for the moment.


Backstory:

Nessie was born in the Lochs. She was abandoned at birth by her parents because of her "freakish" appearance. Soon, she became quite lonely and bitter. She learned that she could trust no one and that being by herself was the best solution.

She has never had friends, romance or even family. Her whole life revolves around her home and the secrecy she keeps to stop others from making a joke of her.

There have been few attempts to befriend her, and there have been none attempted out of kindness or compassion. The only one that has ever held any caring for her is her familiar, Hannibal. He is a turtle, but more so, a monster of misery. He inflicts his weary and insatiably dreary attitude on her.

By his teaching, she raged and roared into the night. It wasn't long before people fled or searched for her, the monster in the lake. Thus the legend of Loch Ness was born.

Faint recollections of being captured by The Ringmaster have come to light in recent years like some scabbed over memory.. She doesn't know what it means--yet. Was The Ringmaster the one that made her this way? Or was the Ringmaster interested because she was this way to begin with?