Your First Kiss?

[xXHazukashiiXx]

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

Haha its not, It just sounded funny.

haha, well i guess you're right.

How're you, sir? It's been a few days since I've seen you (implying that you haven't been around). I've just been gone.

Ha! I've been on like everyday, you just might not seem me on when you are. Idk. But I've been good. You?  

[Hashtagihateit]

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

Haha its not, It just sounded funny.

haha, well i guess you're right.

How're you, sir? It's been a few days since I've seen you (implying that you haven't been around). I've just been gone.

Ha! I've been on like everyday, you just might not seem me on when you are. Idk. But I've been good. You?

I'm feelin' pretty good. I'm trying my best to distract myself, and get out of the house.
Distraction is key.  

[xXHazukashiiXx]

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

Haha its not, It just sounded funny.

haha, well i guess you're right.

How're you, sir? It's been a few days since I've seen you (implying that you haven't been around). I've just been gone.

Ha! I've been on like everyday, you just might not seem me on when you are. Idk. But I've been good. You?

I'm feelin' pretty good. I'm trying my best to distract myself, and get out of the house.
Distraction is key.

Yea, I hang out with my friends when I start going stir crazy. One night with them makes me sane for a month. Well, we're mostly insane to begin with lol  

[Hashtagihateit]

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

Haha its not, It just sounded funny.

haha, well i guess you're right.

How're you, sir? It's been a few days since I've seen you (implying that you haven't been around). I've just been gone.

Ha! I've been on like everyday, you just might not seem me on when you are. Idk. But I've been good. You?

I'm feelin' pretty good. I'm trying my best to distract myself, and get out of the house.
Distraction is key.

Yea, I hang out with my friends when I start going stir crazy. One night with them makes me sane for a month. Well, we're mostly insane to begin with lol

Well friday I went out on a double date with my sister and her boyfriend, my date being my mom, and we saw "Woman in Black", and then yesterday I went out to dinner with my dad and my sister for my sister's birthday, and I was sure to engorge myself cuz my dad spent more money than one should at an applebees, and I wasn't gonna waste it. And today we may or may not be going out to the mall. Who knows.  

[CheizLord]

-EboniiSkinn-

CheizLord

Well I dont count the actualy first one cause it was with a dude and im gay, but my first girl kiss was actually with the first girl I ever fell in love with. She was straight though and didnt want anyone to see so she dragged me into the woods.... sweatdrop not the most romantic... heh

whoawhoawhoa...

not trying to conflict with you, this is an honestly curious question:
If she was straight, why did she want to kiss you?

And lucky you,
being dragged into the woods may not be romantic,
but it sure is hot! I wish a guy would do that to me...
(assuming that I'd be near the woods anytime soon)

she was my best friend for years and along the way she found out that I was "bi" and then gay and that I was in love with her. I sweet talked her so much that one day she sent me a note telling me she thought she was bi and that she liked me. so we decided a good way to find out would be to kiss. then we dated for two weeks before she broke up with me saying she was straight and that I had just confused her. shes never been wit or liked a girl since, and I knew she was I was just hoping she was wrong. guess it goes to show no matter how hard you try, even for the best friend you love you cant be something youre not.  

[xXHazukashiiXx]

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

Haha its not, It just sounded funny.

haha, well i guess you're right.

How're you, sir? It's been a few days since I've seen you (implying that you haven't been around). I've just been gone.

Ha! I've been on like everyday, you just might not seem me on when you are. Idk. But I've been good. You?

I'm feelin' pretty good. I'm trying my best to distract myself, and get out of the house.
Distraction is key.

Yea, I hang out with my friends when I start going stir crazy. One night with them makes me sane for a month. Well, we're mostly insane to begin with lol

Well friday I went out on a double date with my sister and her boyfriend, my date being my mom, and we saw "Woman in Black", and then yesterday I went out to dinner with my dad and my sister for my sister's birthday, and I was sure to engorge myself cuz my dad spent more money than one should at an applebees, and I wasn't gonna waste it. And today we may or may not be going out to the mall. Who knows.

Well, thats good. Its good to keep your mind busy.  

[Hashtagihateit]

Onato

Well, thats good. Its good to keep your mind busy.

I''d love to hear from my sister to know what's going on, y'know? hahaha.
Im just sitting here waiting.  

[xXHazukashiiXx]

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

Well, thats good. Its good to keep your mind busy.

I''d love to hear from my sister to know what's going on, y'know? hahaha.
Im just sitting here waiting.

Haha, thats the worse, it just sitting around thinking that you're going somewhere, but not knowing.  

[Hashtagihateit]

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

Well, thats good. Its good to keep your mind busy.

I''d love to hear from my sister to know what's going on, y'know? hahaha.
Im just sitting here waiting.

Haha, thats the worse, it just sitting around thinking that you're going somewhere, but not knowing.

Oh, well it sorta looks like they're going without me,

which really pisses me off.  

[xXHazukashiiXx]

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

Well, thats good. Its good to keep your mind busy.

I''d love to hear from my sister to know what's going on, y'know? hahaha.
Im just sitting here waiting.

Haha, thats the worse, it just sitting around thinking that you're going somewhere, but not knowing.

Oh, well it sorta looks like they're going without me,

which really pisses me off.

awe, well that does suck.  

[Hashtagihateit]

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

Well, thats good. Its good to keep your mind busy.

I''d love to hear from my sister to know what's going on, y'know? hahaha.
Im just sitting here waiting.

Haha, thats the worse, it just sitting around thinking that you're going somewhere, but not knowing.

Oh, well it sorta looks like they're going without me,

which really pisses me off.

awe, well that does suck.

And it's just frustrating cuz I can't tell him how important it is that i need to get out of the house because of this breakup, so I can't be like "******** you dad, I needed this" cuz then he'd ask why, and I'd be like "nothing specifically", when in fact it's a big part of my life that's no longer there, despite only having dated him for a month. Sorry, im ranting.  

[xXHazukashiiXx]

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

Well, thats good. Its good to keep your mind busy.

I''d love to hear from my sister to know what's going on, y'know? hahaha.
Im just sitting here waiting.

Haha, thats the worse, it just sitting around thinking that you're going somewhere, but not knowing.

Oh, well it sorta looks like they're going without me,

which really pisses me off.

awe, well that does suck.

And it's just frustrating cuz I can't tell him how important it is that i need to get out of the house because of this breakup, so I can't be like "******** you dad, I needed this" cuz then he'd ask why, and I'd be like "nothing specifically", when in fact it's a big part of my life that's no longer there, despite only having dated him for a month. Sorry, im ranting.

Haha, its alright. It better to talk about these things than to hold them back.  

[Hashtagihateit]

Onato

Haha, its alright. It better to talk about these things than to hold them back.

Y'know, like you, at least my dad, i dont think would be so okay with me liking boys, so it's not something that i can freely talk about, and I know about how my friends tell me all the time that i have all this strength and courage just for being able to live how I live but honestly I i dont have balls cuz I refuse to even bring anything like this up in front of my parents. My mom might know, but who knows?  

[xXHazukashiiXx]

RavennaGrimoire

Onato

Haha, its alright. It better to talk about these things than to hold them back.

Y'know, like you, at least my dad, i dont think would be so okay with me liking boys, so it's not something that i can freely talk about, and I know about how my friends tell me all the time that i have all this strength and courage just for being able to live how I live but honestly I i dont have balls cuz I refuse to even bring anything like this up in front of my parents. My mom might know, but who knows?

Well, its always an awkward conversation with one's parents. Like I said before, not a lot of old style parents want to see their kids to be gay. But its not their choice, and it'll come out sooner or later, and in the end, your parents will ultimately accept you. Whether they like your choice or not, they'll still love 'you'.  

[Hashtagihateit]

Onato

Well, its always an awkward conversation with one's parents. Like I said before, not a lot of old style parents want to see their kids to be gay. But its not their choice, and it'll come out sooner or later, and in the end, your parents will ultimately accept you. Whether they like your choice or not, they'll still love 'you'.

And yeah, it's pretty much certain that they're just going out without me.

I'm beyond furious. Worst time in my life to ******** me over.