Without Control ((FULL))

[Dreaming_Drifter]

Aaron Royce Lee

Aaron got out of bed and walked briskly to the door, opening it to find Trouble looking very depressed. "Hey... What's the matter, Trouble? You look down... No, literally, you're looking down..." He cracked a smile and tilted his friend's chin up with his hand. "What's wrong? Anything I can help with?"

 

[Dreaming_Drifter]

Aaron Royce Lee

Aaron was surprised by Trouble's request, but reached out and grabbed his wrist, stopping him from leaving. "Hey, it's fine... You didn't wake me, actually... I've been having issues sleeping, too. Sleep and I need to go to couple's therapy, I guess... But hey, you're totally welcome to sleep in here anytime you like." He turned Trouble to face him and gave him a knowing look. "I understand nightmares, and not wanting to be alone afterward... Come on. I'm bored out of my mind here... At least having you with me will give me something to do."

 

[Dreaming_Drifter]

Aaron Royce Lee

Aaron sat next to Trouble, giving the boy a puzzled look. "No, don't go... I like it when you're here... Why was this a bad idea?" Curious as well as confused, Aaron examined Trouble more closely, making himself notice things in a way Erin never did.

The stammering, the blush, the bashful way Trouble was sitting, the way the other boy refused to make eye contact with Aaron... Suddenly the black-haired male felt like the world's biggest idiot. 'Oh, god... He has a crush on me?' His heart rate picked up and he felt his face reddening at the images that came completely unbidden to his mind. 'Whoa, whoa, whoa! I love Ash! I'm a lesbian... Er... I'm straight!... Then again... Never really had a choice in that... And dang... Trouble's been so good to me...'

Aaron kept his hand on Trouble's wrist to keep the boy there while he tried to sort out how he felt. He was shocked at the end of the analysis when he realized that he did not love Ash. The thought of her, the memories of being Erin and being with her, did absolutely nothing for him. Even the pain was gone. And he was acutely aware of how cute Trouble seemed right now. 'Funny... I've never so much as thought about kissing a guy before... Suddenly, doesn't seem like such a bad idea... If it's Trouble, it would be okay... Nice, even...'

Without really pausing to think about it any more than he already had, Aaron lifted his other hand and turned Trouble's head to face him, his green eyes intense as they pierced the other boy's soft brown ones. "Sean..." he murmured, as if tasting how the name felt on his lips, and smiling a bit when he found he liked it. Without another word, too curious and intrigued now to resist, Aaron leaned forward and pressed his lips lightly against Trouble's. His right hand still clasped Trouble's wrist, and his left cupped the boy's face gently. He held his lips still, waiting patiently to see how Trouble would respond.

 

[Dreaming_Drifter]

Aaron Royce Lee

Aaron shivered lightly at how Trouble's lips moving against his own made him feel. His body felt hot and he was suddenly much more sensitive and aware of everything about the boy in his arms. The soft moan that set Aaron trembling with desire, how hesitant and warm Trouble's lips were on his, the way the boy's hands rested lightly against Aaron's chest... A million other little things about him demanded Aaron's attention, making him dizzy and leaving him craving more.

The change was instantaneous. Aaron went from merely suspecting that he liked Trouble in a way that was much more than friendship to knowing it as indisputable fact. In that moment, Aaron knew without a doubt in his mind that he would never let Sean Shinotu go again. With that fact settled in his mind, Aaron wrapped his arms gently but firmly around Trouble, his lips responding to Trouble's eagerly.

 

[Dreaming_Drifter]

Aaron Royce Lee

Aaron responded enthusiastically to Trouble, tightening his arms around him and touching his tongue to Trouble's eagerly. Keeping their lips firmly together, and being sure to move slowly enough that Trouble could stop him anytime, Aaron leaned forward until they were horizontal on his bed.

More curious than ever, Aaron kissed across Trouble's jaw and nipped his ear gently. "Stop me if you feel uncomfortable... I don't plan to go the whole way tonight... I just want a taste," he murmured before placing kisses and soft bites over Trouble's neck and shoulders.

 

[Dreaming_Drifter]

Aaron Royce Lee

Aaron ran a trail of kisses down Trouble's neck and to his chest, pausing when he reached the tank top. "Sean, are you particularly fond of this shirt?" he asked in a low voice, his hands resting on Trouble's waist.

 

[Dreaming_Drifter]

Aaron Royce Lee

Aaron kissed Trouble's chest and abdomen, smirking a bit as he tossed aside the scraps that had once been Trouble's shirt. "Farewell, brave cloth, your sacrifice will not have been in vain," he mumbled teasingly, running his hands slowly down Trouble's sides.

He growled viciously when he heard the house phone ringing. "What the ********?! It's two in the ******** morning! Who the ******** calls at ******** two in the morning?!" he snarled, getting up and sitting on his bed, folding his arms and pouting. "Go on, Sean, you should get it... Might be important... Hurry, though."