When I was a little child, people wouldn't be too off to assume that I was shizophrenic. I was absolutely convinced, till I got 14 at least, that there is a possibility that aliens will get in my head and invade my thoughts. I always covered my head when I slept because of that. Only face sticking out of the blanket, no air anywhere, ears always covered. I thought they were sort of a gateway. I still have that thing with covering my head, at least the ears. I can't sleep if I don't do that.
I haven't gone swimming in several years. For the one part, I am terribly afraid of lakes, the sea and other natural water-sources, on the other, I don't want anybody to see me with that little clothes (including myself).
I even let the shirt I had on be on till I got a new one on under it. I'm so rarely shirtless that you could count it on one hand for a year. Naked even more rarely. I like to still wear just something while showering.
When I was little, I was dared to walk into a really huge puddle of water 'caused by massive rain. It feels like it almost touched my knees. Also, it was almost entirely filled with worms. I have no idea why. Starting then, I had huge trouble with anything slimy.
I know I look all small and fragile. But I can lift my mother's weight.
I'm a terribly bad kisser due to lack of experience.
I have so many moles on my body it's sick.
I have that huge problem with snails. Also, slugs.
I wouldn't kill a bug. But it's different with humans, I feel way less for them than for any kind of insect or animal. Nothing against you, guys.
When I was younger I was terribly afraid of butterflies and ladybugs. I haven't seen one in years, but I suspect it hasn't changed THAT much.
At certain places, I'll always use the same way to go out as I entered through.
I won't walk along below a bridge.
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