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Posted: Thu Jul 25, 2013 9:06 pm
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│█║██ IT❛S TIMES LIKE THESE《 THAT I FEEL YOUNGxx💙 xxxxxxxx•xxxx•xxxx•xxxx•xxx To the people in love please tell me how you started to love 」
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx(x jae ⇣ ketsueki x)x(x konoha ⇣ gakure x)x(x chakra ⇣ 770 x)x(x rank ⇣ jounin x)
Taking a seat beside him, she straightened out her legs and laid back on the ground to join him. Squirming into his side so that she was closer to him, she faced him as he turned his head to the left. She loved looking at his eyes and it drove her nuts when his hair hid his face or when he averted his gaze from her own. A new goal for him? Her expression fell a little bit, Jae crossing her arms over her belly. Now it was her turn to look up at the sky. I can think of one... One huge life changing goal. Forget his whole plans for revenge against Konoha. The triplets vendetta weighed heavy on her mind. At nights she couldn't sleep in fear that she might wake up and they would be gone or someone might know what they are up to and take them into custody. She didn't want anything to happen to them, especially Samuru. The kids had been wronged. They had gone through the worst of experiences and she truly wished there was some possible way their vendetta could be wiped clean without the level of violence they wanted to pursue. Opening her mouth she hesitated slightly before turning her head so she could look at him. Now. Try now! Jae pushed herself up so she was propped up on one arm, her body turned in his direction. "Samuru. Let's run away." Her expression changed, Jae looking frantic and panicked. She knew this was not a choice nor an option but it could be a possibility. Rakuin would never let Samuru go and this village would not either. You never just quit being a shinobi. You either retired, died one or became rogue. It was now or never. Sitting up once again she faced him on all fours. "Just you and me. Let's go far away from the villages and stop being shinobi and just live like ordinary citizens." This wasn't like Jae, to run away from anything and leave things behind so for her to have come to this...it had taken her a lot.
Reaching out for his hand she gripped it with both of hers, keeping her gaze down at his hand in hers. Pulling his arm and hand to her she positioned his hand so it was on her chest, directly over her heart. It was beating rapidly and sporadically, as if she had just run a marathon of some sort. "I only get like this around you. I love you so much....I don't want to lose you. More than anything that scares me the most." Which was Jae being the most honest and sincere she had ever been. Since their declaration of feelings for one another it had always been Samuru paving the way. Now it was her turn. "I can't lose you. I'm willing to give up everything to keep that possibility from happening." What was this called? Laying your chest bare? It felt more like she was exposing herself nude during a Yukigakure blizzard. Her grip on his hand tightened slightly before she released her hold altogether and dropped her hands onto her thighs.
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Posted: Thu Jul 25, 2013 10:59 pm
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| |Samuru Sanmiitai | | | |
| Jounin | Konohagakure | Doton : Raiton | AC 7800 | | Bukijutsu : Weapon Specialist | Puppeteer : Marionette | Chakra 435 | Stamina 215 | |
Retribution...this is not my goal. No, I care not for soaking the world in violence. There has been enough of that. | | |
Forced to look at Jae as she wiggled into his side, Samuru didn't look away, just stared at her as she looked at him. He wondered, not for the first time, what went on in her head when she just silently looked at him like this "Jae...?" he asked, a slight smile rising to his lips despite his sadness that she hadn't realized what he meant earlier. Then..."What?" he stared at her, his mouth parted in total shock. Her words, everything she was saying, they hit him like that Anbu's attack had earlier. Hard and sudden. Run away? As she propped herself up then moved to all fours, he sat up as well, his elbows supporting him as she continued to speak. Stop being shinobi? He couldn't even comprehend it...but...to be ordinary. To not have to fight anymore or be constantly looking over his shoulder. Her grip on his hand nearly unbalanced Samuru but he froze as she put it over her heart, feeling the sporadic beating. Losing him scared her? This sudden explosion of emotion and revealed feelings was hitting Samuru like a rolling boulder crashing down a slope. Processing what she said, he was quiet for several minutes, his hand going to his own lap once she released it I could do it. his eyes were on her as he thought. He knew....knew that his siblings would hunt him down as soon as the Konoha Anbu would and his siblings would have better luck. Unless. Unless he messed with his own mind in such a way that the bond they all shared broke. He knew how to do it too...but it would be incredibly painful. And...If I break from them, its safer for us all....but... leaving them would be like pulling his finger nails out. Looking at Jae..."They won't let us go..." he touched her face with his fingers, lightly brushing her cheek and chin "Let's run away." his smile was....like relief "You're everything for me, Jae. I've always told you that...without you, there wouldn't be a me. I love you too..." he pushed her hair back behind her ear, dropping his hand to hers and taking it, holding it "I'll go anywhere you go. You won't ever lose me, never." but....if they ran away....how far would they make it? His grip on her hand tightened as fear struck him. If Jae was taken from him or hurt...he felt a strange rush of pure rage run through him and his eyes seemed to flicker. No one was taking him away from Jae. And hell itself would run from him if anyone took Jae from him "We...we can go to another village, one that is not on friendly terms with our own. Take sanctuary there. But.....what about Sae?" Rage was replaced with fear for Jae's mother, worry about what would happen to her if they left. |
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I seek only that which was taken from me...not for myself but to prevent it from being taken from others. No more broken families. I will keep the peace for the childhood that never was and the child that did not survive. I will not weep for the world that will not see. I will change it even if blood stains my hands.
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Posted: Thu Jul 25, 2013 11:47 pm
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| |Samuru Sanmiitai | | | |
| Jounin | Konohagakure | Doton : Raiton | AC 7800 | | Bukijutsu : Weapon Specialist | Puppeteer : Marionette | Chakra 435 | Stamina 215 | |
Retribution...this is not my goal. No, I care not for soaking the world in violence. There has been enough of that. | | |
Samuru's mind was whirling still as Jae pulled him to stand, hugging him as she said she'd go get her mother. But what about his mother? His arms were around her, his head bowed, but his mind was anything but relaxed or calm. He wanted to leave, to run away. He'd wanted to run away for years, ever since the drive for revenge had slowly whittled from point to softened edge. But....he closed his eyes tightly. He might have chosen Jae at this moment but his family...his mother. Raki. May. Could he really just....leave them? Then....it was there. His eyes opened and he took Jae by the shoulders, holding her so she would look at him "Listen to me....this....we can't leave now. Not right away." his voice was excited, the idea in his head so perfect it was like it had been there all along "I can't leave my mother there anymore then you can leave your's. She...she's still my mother, even with...despite everything. And my siblings...I..." he bit his lip then just plunged in "We wait, Jae. Just a few more weeks, no more than a month, until Raki and May are strong enough. Then we all go to different villages. We all leave at the same time, escape from that hell hole." he touched her face, hoping she would understand. She had to..."We can go to any village we want after that....but I can't leave my family in that place..please, Jae, please tell me you understand...." this.....agony. It was worse then anything he'd felt before. God how he just wanted to grab Jae and run away with her. Never look back, never think on Konoha again. He loved her so much....it was a physical pain to him. If he could go back and talk to Raki, explain the plan and get him on their side....it might be the best thing they do. |
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I seek only that which was taken from me...not for myself but to prevent it from being taken from others. No more broken families. I will keep the peace for the childhood that never was and the child that did not survive. I will not weep for the world that will not see. I will change it even if blood stains my hands.
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Posted: Fri Jul 26, 2013 7:35 pm
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| |Samuru Sanmiitai | | | |
| Jounin | Konohagakure | Doton : Raiton | AC 7800 | | Bukijutsu : Weapon Specialist | Puppeteer : Marionette | Chakra 435 | Stamina 215 | |
Retribution...this is not my goal. No, I care not for soaking the world in violence. There has been enough of that. | | |
Samuru tried to help wipe the tears away, his hands fumbling with Jae's "Jae..." he tried to speak but as she leaned forward and wrapped her arms around him, he couldn't speak. So he put his arms around her as well, his hands tangling in her hair I didn't want to make her cry... he closed his eyes, leaning in "I'm sorry, Jae." he whispered, leaning back to brush her tears again with the back of his fingers "I promise...we'll escape. From...everything." he kissed her nose gently and then took her hand, pulling it firmly from behind him to hold "I swear." but for now....he released her and looked around, feeling a bit of stress that Eclipse hadn't returned. With a soft whisper and his hands flickering, he sent a clone on to the village, not sure if Eclipse had made it back. If not, they'd need back up to find her. |
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I seek only that which was taken from me...not for myself but to prevent it from being taken from others. No more broken families. I will keep the peace for the childhood that never was and the child that did not survive. I will not weep for the world that will not see. I will change it even if blood stains my hands.
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Posted: Mon Jul 29, 2013 2:26 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 03, 2013 11:21 am
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Posted: Mon Aug 05, 2013 2:21 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 05, 2013 3:51 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 07, 2013 3:52 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 07, 2013 5:08 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 07, 2013 6:02 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2013 1:24 pm
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