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 Posted: Thu Dec 09, 2010 6:28 pm
When he didn't put up a fight, the excitement flashed away, and the demon looked displeased. Realizing it was about what she said, she suddenly scrunched her nose, "I'm not serious," She said, "I don't want to have babies with you. That would be gross, okay? I mean, I don't want to have some ugly half-human baby," She didn't read his mind, but it seemed that they had this trait in common - they didn't want to have offspring together. This was good. She stayed sitting there, but let go of Rin's wrists, just watching him. Now, doing him would be a different story. A human lover was something Ludique was ever-curious of.
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Posted: Thu Dec 09, 2010 7:23 pm
Rin sat up when the demon let go and rubbed his wrists, even though they didn't hurt. He nodded curtly when she admitted that she was joking, and felt kind of guilty that he hadn't went along with her enthusiasm. Really, sometimes the demon acted like a little kid, but other times, she was such a pain in the a**. "I'm glad you were joking, you scared me there for a second. And, actually, if you did end up having a baby, I'd probably leave it to you to take care of. I don't like kids, they're smelly, and plus, it would probably be horribly ugly if it came from you, so..." Nothing like a friendly teasing. He hoped she didn't take it too personally, it was only a joke... but still. He felt a little bad about it. After all, he wasn't only insulting the demon, he was insulting her non-existent-to-his-knowledge kid.
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Posted: Thu Dec 09, 2010 7:51 pm
"Well, I don't like kids at all, and I mean, it'd probably never bathe if it came from you, so," The demon laughed, and she seemed to cheer up. "So let's not have a kid, okay?" Ludique was unaware that she was childlike. She was unaware that she was a pain in the a**. Hell, Ludique didn't even realize how off her quick mood changes were half of the time. But she watched Rin. When he sat up, she and him were face to face, since she didn't move. She tilted her head, seeing him up close like this was different to her. She found that she liked what she was seeing, and for a moment she appeared concerned, but then that went away. Liking appearance was one thing, liking the person was another.
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Posted: Fri Dec 10, 2010 4:40 pm
Rin didn't think he had been this close to the demon before, not counting when they were wrestling. Much as his manly conscience didn't want to admit, she was kind of cute. Ugh, no. He couldn't start liking her. If anybody ever found out that she was a demon, then he would become known as the man who liked a demon, and then, that would almost be as bad as getting to be known as the man who had a horridly ugly baby. "Hey... I worked hard to smell like I do now, and if the baby smells like me, then more power to him."
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 4:08 pm
"I want to kiss you," Said Ludique, bluntly. She had brought her hand up to his cheek, rubbing the bone with her thumb slowly. She watched him, blushing. It was weird to her. She didn't want to like him, she didn't really want him, but she wanted to kiss him, then and there. She didn't plan on being found out as a demon; in fact, she would get out of there if it was even whispered of. She knew better. And plus, what demon would want to be known as the lover of a human? Not her. Not in the very slightest.
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 8:41 am
She... what? She wanted to kiss him? Wow... this was... a big step. A few minutes ago he was hating her, and now he wanted to follow through with her suggestion of kissing. Could he really like her? ...No, definitely impossible. If they kissed, that didn't necessarily mean they liked each other. Like, really, think about friends with benefits. They made out, but they were still just friends! Nodding slowly, Rin felt her hand on his cheek move up and down with his head. "Alright... fine. But... only once, right? And... quickly. Nothing long, not drawn out..." the exact opposite of what he really wanted, to be truthful, but it would have to do.
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 8:56 am
Rin.. agreed? The demon watched him, and then slowly moved forward. She was hesitant, and she was a bit scared. Ludique pressed her lips to his, soft and timid. She slid her arms around his shoulders, holding him close, but not tightly. She liked this, she wanted this, she wanted Ri- What was she thinking?! She didn't want this human! She only wanted his kiss, she only wanted to be intimate and for it to mean nothing! You don't like anybody, Ludique. Remember that. You are independant, you don't need anyone, She reminded herself. Through all of this, Ludique stayed kissing him, deepening it without realizing it. She slid her tongue across his lower lip, asking for entrance.
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 7:55 pm
Rin watched her move closer. He wanted to be reluctant, but he felt himself drawn to the demon. Maybe they could just be, as he had thought of before, friends with benefits. That way they could kiss all they wanted without being in love. He could use that if they were ever caught kissing, "I was just using my benefits!" And, hopefully, no body would second-guess him on that. Then he felt her tongue slid against his bottom lip and he touched his tongue to her's, as though telling her, "OK, go ahead." Then, as though his whole life had been to do so, he wrapped his arms around her waist, without even realizing that he was doing so.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 3:38 pm
Ludique slid her tongue in, moving with his. Her cheeks weren't even pink anymore - she was just being so much more passionate. She slid her arms back and onto his shoulders, forcing him back to the ground. She put her hands on the ground at either side of his head, returning to kissing him. She was deep, kissing him almost hungrily. She was still gentle and soft, but that was because she was still hesitant to this. All of this. She wanted a human playmate, she just wanted a nice beneficial human friend, but this felt different. This felt like more, and she didn't like it.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 4:56 pm
Rin didn't resist, to his amazement. He half-expected himself to throw her off and run for it, but he didn't. He felt like he was getting too close to the demon, but he kind of liked it. Should he be feeling so close to the demon? Should he be so close to the demon? His manly instincts told him, "No, why are you doing this, Rin?" but then he thought... maybe he actually wanted this. Screw his manly instincts, he was nearly making out with a girl who he just met last night. Wasn't that what most men dreamed of? Of course it was. He could have laid here forever
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 6:15 pm
The demon would have continued, she would have kissed him and pulled away her garments, even his. She would have stripped and had him for her own. But Ludique broke away, she blushed and she sat up, appearing apologetic. "I.. I'm sorry, I know you didn't want too.. I went too far," So, it was for Rin. Ludique was stopping for Rin, thinking of his sake more than hers. She didn't want him to get mad at her, she didn't want him angry. The demon crawled off of him, sitting on her knees, and watching him, "I understand if you're upset."
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 9:14 pm
"I... um.." he realized that the demon expected him to be angry at her, and this caught him off-guard. In a very unconvincing voice, he told her, "Yeah... it just shocked me so much, I lost control of my bodily functions... if I had been able to feel, I would have knocked you off in an instant..." Lies. All of it. For once, he found himself cursing his manly pride. How could he tell the demon that he had enjoyed it, especially when she was the first one to back away?
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 9:26 pm
Ludique seemed to buy it, though. She nodded, and she looked rather ashamed. "Again, I'm sorry.. I just, I don't know, I felt so.. so alive. I understand if you don't want to talk to me," She wasn't really admitting affection. Maybe she had been alone for so long that Rin was a nice kick start. Maybe she was lying. She didn't know. She liked it, she didn't like it; she wanted him, she didn't want him - it was a long list of contradictions that Ludique didn't want to face. The demon had her hands clenched in small fits. "It won't happen again, especially since you don't want to kiss me more than once anyway," Ludique was mumbling. Of course she would kick into pessimism right now, probably making Rin feel bad on accident.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 9:50 pm
Rin's heart plummeted. She had bought it, and now he felt worse than ever. I didn't mind it, really, demon, we could do it again if you want, he yearned to tell her. But his mouth stayed glued stubbornly shut as he tried to muster up the courage. What was so wrong with it... just telling her that he didn't mind the kiss... ugh! He really hated himself right now. Goddamn his 'manly pride', goddamn it all to Hell. And then, the very last thing to make him feel better right now, he said, "I'm glad." And though he could have saved it there, he didn't. His gaze just dropped and his brain raged a silent battle against itself. He should just go kill himself now.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 10:14 pm
"I'm glad."
The two words had Ludique slouch, fists on the ground, head full of all these crazed emotions that she didn't want, or understand. The two emotions she did understand? The anger, and the hurt. The demon was shaking, and there were tears that hit the ground beneath her, "You don't have to be a jerk!" She suddenly yelled, voice high. Damn everything. Everything. The carpet beneath her, her, Rin, Rin's mom, Rin's siblings, her mom, demons, humans, animals. Everything. She just wanted to understand everything inside of her and she couldn't. So intelligent, but ignorant to these feelings. "You could have pulled away when I first kissed you, but you didn't! You could have said no, but you didn't! So don't be such a jerk!" When she screamed, literally screamed the word "jerk," well.. the lightbulbs in the room became the glass on the floor. Not that Ludique noticed.
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